Monday, January 31, 2005
didnt online ytd cuz my bro ned to his 2 projects..haiz den no choice cant use com...todae was suppose to be a fine dae for me...cuz tat time sick den manage to recover in time and attend sch todae....quite funny principal tok to us..bout how "high" is their expectation is on our class etc...fei hua...everytime sae so mani tins...den we like machine like tat..muz listen to wat they wan....drop to combine or drop 1 pure sub aso muz sae us until like tat...den todae joleen came to tolkd me sometin...and this tin kept me "awake" for the rest of the lesson...luckily no am test todae or else..surely die de..the moment she told me he like...i was so....haiz...tears nearly drop...but i hold them back cuz i dun wan my frenz to worry and duno wat to do bout me.....den was rather sry to them cuz was like nagging how sad i was to them...their mood was like dampe by me...so sry pals!!!..den aso sry to si qian cuz haha was not myself during the sec part of the dae....my heart fell...right to the bottom....i cant blame him..i juz can....wat m i suppose to do....my world reali fell....and picking it up was like....using paper to collect a puddle of water....or izit i should put everytin aside and concentrate on o lvl???? everytin fell without noeing....but i noe i should forget everytin....holding onto these will juz brk my heart more....
&i'ld stand by you}
{7:26 PM,â¥}
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