Thursday, January 26, 2006

finali ytd!!! im done wif my off daes haha...so wat lor..give me off 2 daes..veri sian ar!!! stupid rite got off still complain..but its reali damn freaking sian lor..den i was like chatting wif my lao pa this few daes..so fun sia him..he reali treat me like his won daughter..chat wif me..teach me lotz of tins..we're veri close n he reali dote on me lotz..kept bringing tins for me to eat..cook egg for me...veri touch ....he aso sae a lot of tins tat make me feel so touch..even to my real father i aso wun hear this kind of tins haha....aniway this few daes was a torture n finali i work on wed..but its stupid aso...i nv do opening be4 n they actuali put me opening n they purposely de cuz a ot of ppl remind them : enci dunno opening..but they still haah den nvm i juz do lor..juz crack my head n tink..eventuali lei..okie la juz tat pepper reali freak me out...haha n everyting was fine ...after opening den brk wif hua n ys...n after tat wrok..den off at 6pm..met angela her cousin n weiling..shop shop eat eat den go back pepper lunch to find hua...haiz..y cant u all believe me..im reali waiting for hua de lor...den sun bian wait for ys ma...hu ask him aso finish work at 9...den hua aso veri funny de lor..reali wait till 11 for them..gosh...i thought she kidding sia..den tgt wif waki push me out of the door..den no choice..my strength so small..admit defeat ba...this few daes hua n angela have been warning me..bu yao xian tai shen...but eventually i still find myself going in the wrong direction...no matter wat..i can onli blame myself..but i will still try to bring myself back...i have to....

ytd went orchard to c jessilyn cuz she wanna buy half jacket ma...so pei her go c cuz she sae she cant find whereas i rmb seeing lotz of them so i show her where lor haha...den ytd went i go my lao pa cook an egg for me!!!! haha he noes i luv spring onion eggs so he coked..he cook veri nice de haha so when i reach pepper lunch i took the egg n eat...he so gd...fan shu lao pa!!!! haha...den erm when to far east n showed jessilyn the jacket den after tat met angela aso at orchard...den go eat wif hua...den go back wif her..she bought a shirt n shoe haha...den ys was in the kitchen...ask him go wif us he dun wan...sae he wanna slp..haha so as wat ive guessed its too cold to slp so eventually he called me to c where me n angela is..so he came find us.angela bought her crown necklance n she so damn happy haha...den we went arnd hereen n cine to find my lao pa de xiao lu bao!!!! but juz cant find...gosh actuali wanna buy sometin for him as his bdae present de...but cant...cuz i cant find the xiao lu bao...so thought of buying him sometin to eat...sometin nice haha....

all i can sae is tat u r veri special..i duno wat im tinking but i juz pray for the best outcome

u took one step near me..but u will nv take the sec step....

fri was an okie dae for me....juz slept veri late..den sat meet hua veri early cuz we scare not enuff time..so we met early n went to sch early...the whole parade was okie??? i dunno i juz noe tat both of us...even though tire but we tried our ultimate best...so sry to hua cuz she fell becuz of me..gosh i felt so bad bout it...hopefully she will recover soon...den erm sun is aso a veri tiring dae..everytin ended well....

okie so ytd all i noe is tat when im working everytin was okie..juz some normal high n low..the worst tin is tat at arnd 3 plus to 4 to 5...gosh wat the....veri little ppl n i was soooo damn sian...den my lao pa ask me to go kitchen n eat haha den i kept on eating cuz i reali veri sian....he veri gd give me an egg n give me carot cake...haha so nice lor den he heat up for me aso...den waki suddenly jia jia wanna scold me...den my lao pa help me...den i was like bu ke neng ma...den i go out c...stupid waki bluff me got customer...haha den i go li siao him n he aso li siao me back...hai dao i nearly choke onto the carrot cake...haha aniway after 5 i rush to piano which is at six...den arnd 7 plus i reach home...n tat's my dae ^-* working frm morning till nite tink im going home wif yong sim todae haha wait for him ba...

gosh i type so mani tins n nw everytin is gone..haiz guess the post is not meant to be published haha its fine...aniway short cut..ytd was a nice dae juz tat zhen yu is reali leaving le...but its okie la we will still meet de i believe....mercez n ridden aso....haha when we plan for an outing....we will still meet ^-*


haiz ultimately still miss six_ties...everybody so busy....so so busy

okie so ytd was a wonderful dae cuz i finali bought my 2 shirt n 1 skirt n 1 shorts...haha had always wanted to buy but i always wanted to buy..everytime brk go far east..den look until eyes wanna pop out le..but cant buy cuz no time no $$$..so ytd i decided to bring $100 to buy..izit too much?? tat's my new yrs clothes lei!!! acutali wanna claim $$ frm ma ma de haha but nv la...cuz i wanna use my own...den haiz the train fare idiolt la!!! so ex haha stupid lor...den todae work frm 1 till closing haha okie la not bad...yi da sae he wun quit so soon haiz gonna persuade him...DUN QUIT haha haiz todae is zhen yu's last dae...y he so insist lei?? adam ytd suddenly became my lao pa haha nv sen daughter home ytd so bad... :p feel rather paiseh cuz hua is willingly to pei me in pepper lunch...den erm dunno timothy wanna quite ma...den yee kiat i tink no ba...den jess she sae she veri happy so dun wanna quit...onli tat stupuid zhen yu!!!! ZHEN YU dun go la...haha n hor...xiao hua dun always dig my words okie...



[yong sim::yi da::timothy::yee kiat::zhen yu::jess::shannon::me]

todae went to cell grp n im late!!! haha damn late cuz i reali cant wake up...so late lor...den after service went to pan pacific wif hua..den meet yan mei n seow hui over there...the training was okie but i can onli sae...im not strong enuff to carry...i can manage n i can tahan the pain i can...but i will surely drop everytin de..the ability to tahan the weight is totally diff frm the ability to balance everytin..the four glasses of fully filled glasses alrdy make me wanna die le how am i going to carry the dishes??? i surely die de...im not sure whether giving up tat job is a gd choice ma..i reali dunno..i juz noe tat i reali thx God cuz he gave me pepper lunch....its veri sad to noe my frenz r quiting one by one...its reali no meaning but no choice...cuz if in the first place i alrdy work in hotel le...i surely die de..at least God didnt make tat hapen for me...yup i truely understand the meaning of wait..i waited for hotel but was given peper lunch..at first i thought everytin was wrong....but its not!!! its God will cuz he noes my ability he noes i cant take hotel so he gave me peper lunch instead...forgot which dae le...tink is ytd haha finali got to c jin lian n qian..reali veri happy...cuz finali can c them..even though its short but yup haha its okie cuz better den nth....


wanna buy 2 shirt 1 pants n 1 skirt haha a lot ma??? dunno lei but its worth it la to me....

todae got cca open hse...gonna go back sch tat means todae i off..haha den erm okie la but tml still got work or obviously...10 hrs again....haha lack of cashier this few daes so i guess the new gers r gradually being trained up as a cashier...gosh im missing six_ties...everydae....juz miss those daes wif them...later go back sch worst..will miss those recess time class time stres time hapy time sad time irritated time n most of all..........CRAZE TIME!!!!! haha miz u guys hopefully we can meet out one dae den i bring u all to the biggest ebase shop i saw tat time...haha

was working for the past few daes..n everydae was like..10 hrs wif 2 hrs of brk...so which means to sae i work 8 hrs....n this had been lasting for quite long...im suppose to work 5-6 hrs on tue...but daniel...stupid de..suddenly call me up early n wanted me to go work earlier....he called me up on 215 n ask me to reach 330..wat the!!!! my bag haven pack...i haven bathe...stupid haah den i rush lor..n im late for 3 sec dun care la! haha den erm okie la...after tat rest of the daes continue to work lor...n it has been like...continuous de...den waki is still the same...insisted on calling me han zi haha y cant he call me yan zi??? den i will be damn happy haha enuff of the craps..aniway past few daes of work were okie..onli thodae stupid de..dunno y..customer all got prob..i double confirm wif them the order n they sae yup rite...so okie lor..hu noes when the food was cooked they sae : huh this is not my order lei..watt the!!!! i was so damn angry n some even wanna change order bla bla bla...wat is this!!!! i was so irritated by them sia..den waki was gd..he nv scold me haha he juz tell me muz tell the kitchen dun cook if not got extra order...but the tin is the customer onli noe its wrong when the food is served to them..haha aniway waki sae : juz wanna tell u la..aniway if wrong i screw u how??? haha i dun wan la cuz u muz be as sweet as a sweet potato....haha wat the!!!! so its the han zi tat saved me....aniway he's a nice guy aniway...went to brk wif yi da ytd i tink haha n it was like...okie la both of us was okie..fun lor juz real fun...den todae go work wif yong sim..brk wif him....go home wif him..haha cuz our time same ma so go tgt lor..its more fun haha both of us tok damn lotz n luff damn lotz at each other's lame joke..den when go home he send me home..aso duno y haha kana shock cuz its like when reach his hse le he nv go home..but he continued walking haah den he sae he wanna sen me home...so gentleman!!!! haha guys muz learn okie!.....haha but i was quite uncomfortable cuz he's actuali quite hungry i tink..he wanna eat at first but cuz he noes i not hungry so he sae nvm....aiyo so gentlman again!!!! guys learn!!!den so tire n hungry he still sen me home..so i was quite paiseh bout it...aniway he's a nice fren haha....


i haven been attending lotz of tins...felt veri sry for tat...but seriously me n xiao hua we muz compromise if not ..not veri gd ma...at least we have one of us at each side so its like rather balance haha

watch the charity show on sun..gosh denvers u guys rawks!!!! haha they r our cheerleading instructors..they r reali damn super great..their stunts n dance n everytin..professional cheerleaders wor..haha so gd...everytin bout them r so great...yup zephers will always support them till the end ^-*

hmm this few daes lei...i can onli sae sat n sun i off :p haha den erm okie lor..on sat went to orchard...den sun went to pepper lunch again for a party held by our manager?? haha tat's wat i noe..he wanna thx us for the hard work cuz we hit the target or even exceed...tat dae was fun..we luff like hell like tat..denn erm reali lot of food there...got mos,kfc,pizza haha den the portion all veri big..den got tiger beer n lotz of gasy drinks...den we reali eat like mad haha..den after the party u can c a grp of crazy teens rushing to mrt.haha last train!!!! haha we were like rushing there cuz we scare no more train..den it was raining teribly tat dae...so the floor is super damn wet...den hua shoe n mine got a big prob..our surface is slipperly de so my leg will keep on go forward whereas hua de will go backwards so she had a harder time...but we still made it haha the grp of teens eventually made it safe n sound to the station..waki reali ran damn fast haha we waited for him cuz we ran half way we sae : hey waki lei!!! haha...den erm the nxt dae which is mon i work morning de n adam was shock he sae : y u so early haha i aso dun wan de lor..hu ask daniel put me at 1030...haha den erm okie la ytd work still okie..juz tat i work tilld amn blur..den brk go wif timothy n yida cuz they same time as me..they went to pierce ear..haha it was reali painful but yi da sae still okie...timothy worst la cuz the postion he pierce is veri panful de...den erm at 830 i wanna go home le..den yida ask if i wanna wait for them..haha actuali i wan de...but my mum surely angry de cuz this few daes ive ben in orchard at veri late...even though the reasons she noe la..but ytd is like no reason for me to stay lor so she surely dun let...so i went home alone lor...tat's it..haha todae i work at 6....will be meeting min kai later :p eventually its God hu make my dae so wondeful n greeat

u sae u wanted to give me sand cuz the portion is larger n tat its more lasting...thx for tat...n thz aso for the pearl u decided to give me...no matter wat i cherish the moment when i noe u wanted to give me sometin lasting n more....


ytd went to orchard after cleaning the GB room..miss constance me n angela went tgt...den we walk walk walk n i bought a bag...one tat i luv for a long long time..finali bought it....den saw a shirt which reali suited angela a lot..but guess she dun like it..aniway ger seriously no maater wat i dun believe ni bu ai mei....juz tat u mei you xing xin...den after tat went to wait for jessilyn outside pepper lunch n den go home..stupid waki still go step my shoe...den adam was like..han zi ni lai le! haha so paiseh..aniway the todae was okie..went to collect my scholarship..it was fast cuz i go directly to the ofice to colect..den after tat go meet hua n discuss the first parade..thx God everytin is settled...haha another victory!later going pepper lunch for the party^-*

this few daes was okie...but....ytd i made a mistake again..izit true tat mistakes r unavoidable???when i was doing the cashier...i got a terrible feeling..during the first half it was okie..but after my brk...my heart seems to feel tat sometin is wrong....it is until few hrs later..my brain became totally blank...i was feeling unwell again..shit its all becuz of women's tin...i was feeling real terrible n giddy....den finali trouble came...i forgot to press the nets button on the cashier machine...total 4 receipt r wrong...so total my counter got $5 short...haiz den i tink the captain sae wat wanna deduct my pay??? actuali he nv scold me la...juz ask me to be careful bla bla bla...thx God cuz this is the first time i feel so protected....i didnt wan to make mistake de..hu wans??? but ytd im reali in a total blank....den tears nearly came out but!!!! it didnt...tat's gd....ytd do till closing den im like veri mo sheng like tat...den everyone waited for each other blabla bla...went home wif waki n his ger haha mercz n her boi :p den yee kiat yi da n alvin hahaa tat adam run away le....den like tat lor..stupid waki gave me "$5" ytd haha...heard lotz of tins...like bout mercz n waki...even though they nv sae..i c aso can sene..waki is a veri veri hot tempered person...but he's nw better... den guess im reali quitting on thurs....same wif hua..there r juz too mani tins in line for us...we're not tat lucky to find a job tat can brk as n when we like...both of us r under stress at pepper lunch..i can sense it in her n me myself...


change blog music to shan hu hai...gosh luv it lotz

hmmm this few daes r still okie for me..haha juz tat i dunno wat time i doing todae...tat time wai wai didnt change the time for me...but its okie cuz this is wat happens : i cant make it on thurs but can make it on sat whereas hua can make it on thurs but not sat...so its like at least one of the daes one of us r there...so we can inform each other bout wat will be taking place...so its like gd ba haha....den erm wai wai actuali put me on sun...den i was like...service how??? den me n hua make it clear to him tat not we cant work on sun but pls put us in the afternoon den tat's okie wif us le...so he was like okie n he decided to give me off on sun!!! haaha he veri gd hor..den erm okie thx God for tat n erm aso mani tins la...juz tat i tink we reali gonna quit le..for the seek of mani tins haha we muz quit...but the tin is..wat's taking pan pacific sooo long??? den belinda there aso...haiz the biggest prob we face is..y izit tat others can find jobs tat can have so mani daes off soo easily but for us..we cant..even though wai wai is gd..but tat doesnt implies to daniel n tat doesnt implies aso tat wai wai can let us off for sooo long de...haiz...guess pepper lunch will have a danger in shortage of crew...well as daes goes by i began to understand tat some changes in life is a muz...n all ive gonna do is to accept it n depend fully on god cuz he;s the firm rock tat will nv ever give way...


n aso...ive given u lotz of chances to sae wat u wan...haha but u refuse..so stubborn!!! haha but guess ure a veri mature person cuz the both of us noe clearly tat we should start frm frenz n noe each other more be4 anitin else...no matter wat's gonna happen in the future nobody noes but rite nw both of us noe tat we're both veri funny de frenz haha

todae was a okie tin for me....thx God tat ive recieved victory...todae all by God's grace i went to work all alone n im fine!!! haha in my mind i wasnt tinking anitin..alll i noe is tat i felt God's luv n presence wif me...so its like..reali felt protected...i admit there is still a little shaky but the rock is firmer anitin else...haha aniway todae i told wai wai i cant work at nite..but guess wat..after work i saw miss sherine msg..shit haha dunno he will get pissed off ma..sry for tat...but i tink no matter wat im not working long aniway....tink so ...
aniway thx to nic n qian....u two r great...ytd nic called me after his church service...n he was like talking to me cheering me up wif his stupid "jokes" haha everytin was veri nice...thx kor...den qian lei...was veri surprised to recieve her call...she called me n encouraged me...felt so wonderful..thx God again for the wonderful angels...even though qian's call was short but reali it touches me n bring me up stronger...yup when i grow up i muz learn to interact...but haah dunno y i chose not to tok during my working hrs...nxt few daes r again challenges for me..but i noe i wun fall...

todae was a terrible dae...i hate to put up a strong front when im not tat strong actuali...it wasnt anione's fault...its juz tat im too used to have tins so smoothly given to me so i cant reali accept it when i left all alone or wateva..i wasnt feeling gd...or should i sae once i started working...im not feeling gd at all..i can feel....tat every smile n luff i gave...it wasnt frm my heart...unintentionaly...i cried again todae...once in the toilet..den the other is in my room....juz cant control...i wanted to do tins well..but when i panick nth is in my brain..i dunno wat to do..den tat's it....i do wrong tins le...feel so scare....but i will always rmb God is my rock,fortress,deliver n shield...so i will be fine..but i juz need time to sort tins out...
finalli one by one ive picked up tins tat ive lost once...
Lord im lost once....i gave u up becuz of my job..im utterly ashame of myself...but nw i will nv give u up again...cuz $$$ cant buy a close relationship wif u....my work had caused me to lose the 9 fruits of the spirit...im no longer hu i m...im no onger the confident ger hu can do tins confidently n firmly....im no longer the ger hu can trust in God so much tat i can go all the way to acjc on my own when im a idoilt when it comes to direction....im aso no longer the ger hu smile n luff so freely cuz she noes God will protect her frm everytin...im aso no longer the ger hu is responsible in her commitment.....but i will be the ger once again...juz need time...time to bring all the tins ive lost back into place...
the gd news is...im half way thru....n another half will result in me becoming back the ger i once was....

okie so mani tins to sae...firstly ytd was a okie dae for me....its the last dae of the yr but nth special tin happen....juz the last parade...it started weird cuz of....but forget it haha aniway the parade was nice n memorable...recieved touching tins thx gers...n the video was nice too....thx to miss sharon..guess she had a hard time doing it cuz mr jonathon sae she kept on calling him to ask for help..haha the thought of her doing it so xin ku is alrdy touching enuff...den after the last parade...str away went for fancy drill..so quickly go change out my full u n put on coy t...den rush up to hall...train the fancy drill..BUT....i cant hear the music...this prob is hard to solve cuz the rideo is veri far frm us...so nvm ba...den after the training its the cheerleaders time...they r great!!! so nice everytin gers!!!! sometimes i juz miz those trainings..but everytin is too late le ba...juz wish them all the best for the performance n they will do a great job cuz they nv fail be4 to give their best! zephers jia you le ^-*
after everytin went home bout 7? den after tat went out again to meet angela for movie...it was damn nice....a chinese tall story...muz go watch peeps!!!! the show is veri special..the storyline is veri special..its a comdy n a romantic story...talks bout luv n sacrifcing...n everytin is juz so adnormal...juz imagine...tang san zhang can dance n sing well??? he fought??? n he fell in luv!!! aha den sun wu kong not the usual one haha juz go watch its nice reali.....
after movie i went home of cuz...den erm...chat wif him in msn to bout 2 plus??? den help him tink of a new email add haha tok lotz la...juz find it a friendly chat nth else...well tat's gd enuf for me le...i dun dare to tink too much...frenz will do...

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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