Sunday, July 31, 2005

ytd was a veri tiring dae..not feeling veri well...veri xin ku the whole dae...quite giddy....den kept sneezing..got a veri bad flu..my throat so called la haha still hurtz like eva..veri painful..den veri no mood....but i still stayed back for the whole GB tin...dunno y juz feel like staying back..dun wish to leave my frenz alone...even though i noe they can still manage wifout me haha....aniway was veri sick ytd den after the guys went out for their game...we were left behind..soo sian so i went to play the piano..den okie le the guys came back bout dunno when la..den the booth sart again...we sold lotz..reali lotz hahha..at first not gd the sale..but it became better n beter..thx God..our effort not wasted...sher von n li wen's stall aso going veri well..everyone put in 100% effort...after the whole event we were all soooo tire...den when miss joyann came for my card...haiz she rejected it again..i stil need $13...but i reali dunno hu to find le..this time hua n angela helped me lotz..they go ask frm the bois..den they sae they will give if they drink finish the syrup...the drink was like got lotz...like 20 litres...tat's wat i heard...den they drank reali lotz..when i got over i was shock..den i cant possibly c them suffer..so i drank wif them...den i veri xin ku cuz not feeling well in the first place le...den reali kana touched by them....they drank bout minimum 10 litres or more....i at most onli 1 0r 2 litres....they reali veri gd lor..haiz haha thx god for wonderful frenz...actuali not onli them....jin lian qian belinda n pat aso veri gd....haha all of them r the greatest gift of my life....after the drinking session we went to help the guys carry the chairs....den okie le we went home..okie le..onli i promise not to use staff toliet le..haah reali bad experience lor...we went in den the OM went to switch off the lights...!!!!!!! i was like soooo dark nearly cried out!!!! haha luckily hua they all aso in there...
went to service todae...okie la not bad onli haiz.....aniway everytin was fine todae..went to orchard wif angela...she damn gd haah pay for the neoprints...haha nxt time i qin her back....hmmm okie la todae juz tat i did sometin bad to my fren..not i do is i dunno y will like tat de..her paper kana wet den the ink ...haiz reali veri scare she angry....pray hard tat she wun....

todae was a veri veri tiring dae....wake up found out tat my throat still pain....actuali is not throat..is the lining between the throat n nose...haha veri complicated la...aniway todae veri tire..went home slp slp den wake up eat eat ....

haiz todae wake up wif a terrible sore throat...it wasnt so bad at first but when i sneeze..haah the throat like brking into 2 parts like tat....veri xin ku haha..den erm todae actuali went to teach hui ling the flag tin..den teach half way tat ncc pple tell me is not tat colour party they wan...den i was like...huh??? haiz dunno wat they tinking la..everytin wasnt gd..but nvm la i noe they aso dun wan de...den erm yea todae was like a veri freaking terrible tin haooen..dunno wats on "her" mind...reali felt veri angry cuz of her character...sec time le."she" disappoint me....forget it..i tink tat's "her" ba...i make a too gd image of "her" in my mind le.."she" wasnt tat gd actuali...nvm past le...jua noe tat no matter wat..nxt time if this kind of tin hapen again..i wun do anitin..one qn for "her".."she" juz need to ans me..den okie le...i wun be so stupid to run after "her"...dunno y still nw..i believe tat "she" wun do it again le...dunno izzit true..but juz reali hope tat...
den erm yea todae was fine doing the chem test,...not bad...but mdm pang nearly got us into "trouble"..haha she sae u all left 2 mins..den i was like..i stil got 1 page!!!! haha den she noe tat the clock is faster..haha actuali got 10 more mins de...luckily....haha den erm yea todae everytin went okie onli tat stupid incident during the rehearsal n my throat la haha....den erm yea like tat lor...todae the class was like discussing bout the national dae tin..haha duno la quite funny lor..nvm la c first....

juz post ytd..haha finali get to post continuously.....todae lei..okie la not bad la..onli got math test den haha forgot to study haha dunno ma..tooo busy studying chem haha...okie la aniway the test can mange so okie lor..den erm dunno y this few daes my gastric veri bad...quite painful this few daes..dunno y like tat..but still can bear the pain la..den after meal like gonna vomit like tat..haiz wat the..haiz aniway juz pray tat everytin will be fine...tml got chem test...study le..but still gonna pray tat wisdom is wif me haha...den erm yea everytin should be fine de la..this few daes...finali the hatred or disappointment ba...sort of get over wif it le..thx God for everytin..if not im still living in misery..still pondering bout how sad i get..how hurt i got..den erm yea..aniway this week is fine juz not okie on the guy's side ba..dunno wat's happening but aso sot of kan kai le...no matter wat happen..leave it to God le...believe tat everytin will be fine in God's hand...

hmm...still gonna start wif...veri long nv blog le hor haha..basically when sch starts..week daes i veri busy de...haha not me actuali..is my bro..he use com veri long ma...den cannot snatch internet frm him..so i cant use lor....haiz..but nvm la sometimes aso can use juz not tat often onli...den erm yea todae was tire..same old dae...always the same..always tire sian plus dying....tire frm sch..studies teachers etc..sian frm sch studies teachers etc...n dying frm stress!!! haiz finali sometin diff....dunno y lei..juz stress ba....everydae like getting neaar to o lvl like tat....den more n more stress lor....
wat the....haiz y like tat..hate it ba...i mean....i msg him n...haiz not gonna msg le...this few daes nv bring hp to sch..reason veri simple....i dun wanna c ani msg....no time for those craps??? haiz....when this type of tins come...i veri sian de lor..cuz veri simple tins will cuz pple to get irritated....so should i sae afterall guys r like tat...they foreva stick to their game n stuff...maybe he special?? he play becuzz he wanna distract himself.....becuz of my stubborness???dunno wat he tinking...i wanna noe...but often he wun sae unless we get into quite a big arguement ba....so mani tins got onto me...tat's y i get so tire...cant imagine i so weak..haiz muz jia you....or maybe afterall im right....we're frm two diff world....mani tins can happen btw us for the past 4 yrs..but tat onli shows tat our relationship is special???haiz y this type of tins like tat de lei????hao ba reali gonna give everytin up..studies frenz n family first! ^-*

okie so i've juz change a new skin...haiz reali hope for a fairyland where by there is no sadness n no stress..everyone is true to each other n everyone is living so happily

haiz sec 4...no wonder...soooo damn stress n tire..life was like the same go to sch study go back home study..den..haiz reali dunno..juz feel veri veri tire..some more plus the stress i've got...the feeling i kept inside my heart....haiz y u wanna do this to me?????? make me soooo xin ku....wannna forgive reali...but...the feeling of disappointment still look for me...everytime...was like studying everytime...still as tire as be4...n my health obviously is rebelling against me..getting weaker n weaker each dae...temp veri high this few daes veri xin ku....but still thx god cuz i nv fall sick...if not veri wat lor..cant afford to waste ani time nw...
duno y i began to m him le..this few daes...sort of nv msg him at all....hazi wat am i doing...y tins will become like tat...i thought i can go like this...i thought i can be veri firm n reject everytin...but my heart began to feel shaken...but no matter i can be sure is..o lvl nv fnish....no nid to shang liang

past few daes was a veri tire dae forme..dunno y this week...starting alrdy veri tire le...got this illness...kept tinking tat i nv study hard enuff..so kept forcing myself till i veri tire..cant quite take it....haiz so tire lor..was like reali studying hard for my bio...den sc i was like...okie la juz hope tat my standard nv drop...wana get wat i wan...A1 ba....wana maintain eveytin...o lvl chinese results will be out soon...reali pray for gd results haiz..den erm this few daes..the compo i wrote..all not bad got improvement....haiz juz hope tat my EL will pass n can get at least a B..i veri veri happy....jia you ba.....den erm todae flu the whole dae...veri long nv like tat le..normally if i go sch wun..stay at home den will flu...dunno y todae will like tat...maybe not enuff slp ba...haiz so i guess tonite will slp early....jia you jia you...all the best to my frenz..dun give up wor frenz..we muz jia you...
dunno y haiz this few daes tins doesnt seems to go veri smoothly...he was so called stressing me...dunno y im tinking....dun have the courage to ask him out...he was like veri sad le...den i juz dunno lor..i mean..wateva decision i make...does it make a difference????this tin comes at the wrong timing...reali wrong lor...so the path i chose was to give up..but i bu she de...nw i alrdy half gave up le..i noe i veri bad..but...haiz....juz let me bad for this first time ba...
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he seems to living veri well nw..but he change le..he's no longer the person i noe..the person i c nw..is someone veri irresponsible n...dunno lor...juz like..everytin change le..y like tat....haiz....he juz have to learn how to plan his time well..if not,..everytin wun make ani differnece..aniway al i can sae...i miz everytin becuz i once put in everytin...but nw i onli can sae....i dun wanna waste anitin le..im still tat cheerful ger..n all i wan nw is gd results for o lvls so my parents wun be disappointed...n in order for tat..i'll work hard n have faith...for him lei....no more le..i guess he's aso living well nw so its okie ba..
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n the other one lei...juz gonna wait for the final results.....i dunno wat it will be..but i noe GOd noes...

hey hey change music again....this type is fan yi chen piano..although not derrick sing de haha but nvm haha fan yi chen aso can la

haha made my angela..nice photo taken at qian hse..wif qian digital cam....nice dae...right after a whole stretch of test...den finali no more le..so went to watch initial D ^-*

hmm long time nv blog again..ytd was the listening compre for o lvl chinese....erm quite okie la but the qns not tat easy i guess..den erm yea went to family centre after tat..damn hungry..but still bear wif it...den erm the ger tat i taught haiz sometimes reali frustrates me lotz...reali thx God for tat patience if not i surely...haiz...aniway everytin was fine...juz tat i had quite a couple of unrealistic dreams...i noe all tat wun happen de...i juz...dunno lor...sae i dun miz is bluff de la..the person is the one i miz..but the relationship is not...at least i woke up le...nv sad over those tins animore........

nice photo taken by mr jonathan haha me angela and hua....luv it cuz in full u ma haha
plt 2 !!!! haha kuv u guys miz u guys....

haha my cousin n me..miz him wor....

hmmm soo long nv blog again..haha on sun veri scary cuz me pianist haha sooo scare...scare i play wrong la or even scare i will mess up everytin...when the worship start i was like shivering den my legs and hands veri cold..den von aso..veri scare..both of us was like..soooo scare...den okie le von forgot to play her song..but nvm cuz she manage to play it...gd job haha..den erm my turn i tink i played bad..reali ba...everytin is in the mess big mess..dunno wat i doing..but still thx god tat everytin's over and yea ended fine..no matter wat happen..it was a gd experience..n erm yea dun wish for it to be gd juz wish tat i nv mess anitin up...den after tat went northpoint to rot wif hua angela and kee tee..he was soo sian lor wif us..the face like we kidnap him like tat...so ke lian..den after tat rot till 6? en went home...den okie le mon start sch sian sian sian....its GB dae the nxt dae so okie la juz tat my uniform n everytin haven do yet...all undone...so juz rush thru but be4 tat need to rush thru my hmwk first...after tat den do unifrom....after tat went to slp..but be4 tat was online chatting wif frenz..c my fren like tat quite sad lor me..den discover tat no matter wat happen in the past..its not important le ba i guess....juz feel sad for my fren...damn sad..juz try my best to console my fren...den veri late slp..nxt morning veri early woke up..den veri tire..tire till my head veri heavy....den on mon GB dae was fine...hua did a great job...and erm juz okie la onli lian sae haha she sae i wear full u veri mature..wat the haha so weird lor....haha den when change pout she sae im the old me haha..den okie la juz went to piano after tat veri veri tire dae..but still went and after tat went to slp veri early..den on ture still the same tire..somemore still got after sch lesson veri veri xin ku....den after tat cant tahan i go take afternoon nap...during the nap okie la wanna wake up at 8 den but woke up at 7 cuz..haha cuz i veri hungry!!! haaha so went to eat do hmwk settle everytin went back to slp again..den okie wed which is todae..same old tire but okie la did quite lot on hmwk stuff..thx god for the perservance haha..den erm yea like tat ba onli juz veri veri tire lor..dunno will hang on de haha....wanna buy a study bible haha maybe buy on sun ba i guess...

hey hey..todae lei..morning went to miss sherine hse for cell...den okie la quite fun..den saw baby haha sooo cute....den erm after tat i didnt realise tat i left my wallet in miss sherine hse..haiz gonna wait for her to bring..den erm yea okie la..aniway tml is jonathan's worship..reali pray hard for everytin lor..dunno veri scare haha juz pray tat everytin id fine..jia you....

todae was veri tire..last nite slp quite late ba...den todae actuali got a math test...den i nv study lor..ytd i was like chatting on phone den nv do anitin..sooo sian lor..den todae was like rushing thru everytin..dunno how i did for the paper juz pray for the best..even if not gd..i aso adit cuz no choice i reali nv study...gonna work hard le...prelims was like getting closer lor..den yea haha...so was like veri tire..todae stayed in sch till quite late cuz wanna teach hheng kkai his hmwk..den was like..he onli ask me one qn lor haha ...but nvm la gonna help him all i can..den yea after tat suan bian go do my own hmwk..den yea after tat heng kai and anegla went to my hse after lunch at kfc..den go my hse heng kai and angela helped me wif the songs for joinathan's worship..reali dun quite noe how to sing all the songs den not enuff practice so i did veri bad lor......afterall chords reading is not my cup of tea[haha bad excuse]...haiz sort of felt veri stressful everytime got ani service tin to perform....its gd cuz can serve..but reali veri stressful...esp if i cant get the tune right i will get fed up....kept getting a feeling tat i did veri bad and i can do better den tat..tat shouldnt be my standard and all these..den slowly wao more and more stress...dunno y juz hate tat feeling...sarah and me got same character[haha which will be a secret]but no mater wat..seriously being able to play the piano during ani service or worship...is a way for me to sae thank you for all God had done for me...tat's the tin tat held me strong...and aso learnt to be patient n learn God's presence in my everydae life ^-*

haha soooo long nv blog again..this few daes veri sian...right after youth dae sc reopen..the lessons all veri funny..everytin ended 10 mins earlier....den okie la but veri funny lor..den todae more funny..everyone went to play except sec 4 and 5...we were in sch...den erm our class veri wat lor...todae starting eng test..after tat math lesson math test den sc lesson sc test..wat the..haha soooo sian lor...den veri damn freaking tire..haha luckily can msg...teacher nv c???dunno but i juz msg lor dun care..den reali weird i was doing my test and msg at the same time???? haha soooo gd lor...den erm yea veri relac and the whole test period dun seems like a test..most of the pple were copying and was like not a test le lor...luckily didnt quite study but i nv copy aniway....haha den erm yea todae after one long dae went to recess...den after tat got NE quiz..veri nice and interesting game but okie la..aniway after tat we went back class for SS lesson..den teacher not in...so we chat haha sooo nice...den after tat end lesson!!!! haha went to qian hse to watch intinal D..but didnt quite watch cuz i was there busying taking photo..dunnno y todae cant quite smile...i was like the smile sooooo fake and hard...not nice de the pic....haha but veri warm lor..got the feeling of warmth haha...den erm yea nice dae todae in qian hse..did lotz of tins...den went home le sooo sian played the piano den went for dinner...den watch the superstar haha nice show...Arrr!!!!! derrick sooooo cute!!! haha juz luv him lor his voice soooo nice sooo specail de sooo cute haha...okie la dun sae soooo much le
juz change a new music for m blog..jay chou hei se you mo..dunno y suddenyl like tat song alot...haha

erm aso quite long nv blog le...on fri nv do anitin la...juz go family centre den be4 tat go lot 1 go play...den okie le go family centre...den okie le went home lor...den on sat actuali wanna go out wif jin they all de...wanna go watch movie wif them den go GB after tat...but they watch i tink 10 plus the show ba...den veri early i scare cannot wake up ma..haha so dun dare to promise them,..haiz den like tat lor nv go wif them...aiyo they play till damn fun lor..haha nvm la na de one time i nv tag along..let them rest :p haah no la..sat afternoon went to GB parade wif hua n angela..den yea the parade was okie...den yea after tat we went mac to settle our hmwk and stuff...den yea okie le went home lor den okie nw is sun..on sun went serivce wif angela...den after service we pei our lao ye :mr jonathan to eat..cuz fu ren not arnd haha den we pei him lor..after lunch we went to my hse and angela hse to take our NYAA bk for ms sharon to sign..we meet her at amk mrt station to pass her the bk..den she pass us photos haha...den we went home lor..but be4 meeting ms sharon angela go cut her hair...den we went northpoint..haha like tat lor..den todae nth much for me..juz tat todae got piano lesson..gonna go later..haiz den wed got mock test for combine sc..i muz jia you wor..bio haha dunno lei..last 3 chaps wao veri xiong ar..haha okie la gonna do my best...den this week gonna be like..veri tire..cuz others they go dunno wat la..no kesson for them..onli graduating classes gonna stay and have lotz of dunno wat stuff..continue lessons for us..haha okie la gonna go le..end here first blog nxt time

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Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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