Sunday, January 16, 2005
hiii haha back again...hmmm....wat have i miz out lei....this few daes...torture for me...but the most happy tin is...i tok to him a lot haha...reali reali a lot...feel so happy....tat time thurs...need 2 stay back frm drill...my mama veri unhappy and she qural wif me..like i luv to go like tat...den she sae wat o lvl still like tat...den sae i learn piano den nv practice waste her $$$...ask me to drop...but y muz i drop sometin i like so much...is not i nv practice...is i noe when to practice..i juz wanna c along wif my mood...she like tat aso cannot..haiz i noe she juz wanna save the $$$ and she reali care 4 me lotz...i noe...but i'm old enough to noe when i can take it and when i can still carry on....haiz den still got ..haiz stress on worship...test....den she kept nagging me on everytin...gosh...but thank God..she nw understand me lotz le...let me handle myself everytin...den the worship..although i still feel not gd..but its better den last week...feel contented alrdy....den test...all finish studying le...juz leave it to God ba...den haiz he will be away a while...miz him..reali will...but will he noe???haiz....nvm maybe tat's wat God wans ba..with him away..i can concentrate more on my 3 testes and after the testes he wil be back ...
&i'ld stand by you}
{8:07 PM,â¥}
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