Friday, February 25, 2005

ytd was a reali weird dae for me...i ask him....finali ask...and the ans was....gd...veri gd for me..but at tat point of time...i felt terible....both of us were terrible....he revealed a lot to me...and thru these...he let me knw tat...he reali trust me lotz...and both of us reali tok out hearts out...i let him noe wat i feel...and he told me everytin bout wat he feel....this kind of feelin is gd....but...the truth bout other tins were a torture....nw we're juz standing btw....each other or the other grp of pple...felt wat my frenz sae were rite...so nw the qn is...will he be able to tink like wat i tink???i can sacrifice though its terriblely sad....but can he do the same???fear again looked up for me...juz afraid tat he will give me up....didnt wan tat to happen....but if tat reali happens...i can onli sae tat....i will let him off...cuz i dun wan him to sad....leave everytin for him to decide...
den todae veri sad dae..cuz when i kept tinking..those tins tat appear in my mind is....y muz i give him up???wor bu gan xing!!!!y muz i always be the one sacrificing???cant i be selfish juz 4 this time???for me...i can onli sae...i wun give up....but if he chose to give up first....i will respect him....o lvls....wat the....i will still carry on...working hard....jia you!!!!


{lEt eVeRyTiN fLoW iN tHe WaY iT wAnS...}

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Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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