Thursday, February 03, 2005

ytd was a terrible and saddening dae 4 me....accepting the fact tat he's not mine....somehow i felt tat God reali showed how real he is in my life...last month i was like arguing wif my mum bout the thurs combine parade tin...our relationship was rather strained ....so i prayed to God ...and suprisely he took the combine parade away and BB and GB no longer need to go...was happy at tat time cuz my heart was filled wif God's presence....den secondly was abt him...i prayed to God saeing tat im tire and stress bout this matter....i lose my focus on my studies and lotz of tins becuz of him and i felt bad....so i leave everytin to Him...trusting tat He will find a way out for me...truely He indeed open a path for me...which is...on tat dae i prayed to Him..the nxt dae joleen msg me telling me tat the guy*******i was heartbroken...my world fell...but in my heart i thank God for his plan..i was extremly sad but at least i knw tat...tats wat God tinks is best 4 me...
guess this is the last time i'm writing tins bout him so painfully....everytin was like a long deep zzzZZZZzzzzz .....this ZZZzzzzzz was interupted when i got to knw tat tin....i didnt blame tat guy....instead i thank him for craving such wonderful dreams in my slp....though in the end i was forced to wake up...but at least these dreams accompany me for quite some time and was the best part of my life... i hope tat even though both of us r not meant for each other....we can be the best of frenz and no matter wat...i will still be there 4 him as a fren when he ned someone.....

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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