Thursday, March 17, 2005
so sian...todae again went to sch 4 tat eng course...so sian again veri veri tire lor....den erm ytd chat wif him at arnd 1 plus in the morning haha...thought can tok longer but erm....haiz my mama eventually came into my room and stop my chatting wif him...haiz....den erm...yea....todae my fren told me sometin...i was like...so angry bout tat person lor...i mean..haiz y izzit tat in this world gus r always the ones hurting gers...y izit so unfair...gers cr so much and for guys...they slp the nxt dae okie le....y izzit tat gers r more emotional than guys....haiz reali veri frustrated by all these probs....but wat my fren sae was right....it takes two hands to clap...and both of them r the cause of the probs....but i juz felt unfair becuz its obvious tat the ger is feeling worst than the guy...haiz....juz pray for God's support on her ba....
got lotz of homework...haiz do until nearly cry out....begin to feel scare cuz of o lvls...chinese...wanna do well....may not get a1 but reali hope for at least a a2....will jia you de...
sec issue..is bout him ba....dunno y..as the o lvls come nearer....to me..my feeling was like..definately i still like him lotz....still wanna be wif him if possible....but somehow.. i felt tat....reali feel veri contented...the most important tin is not whether i can be his GF anot....but is the relationship we share....tat's more important than anitin else...and i believe tat he knws wat he's doing...
third issue haha..was like ytd when i was reading thru the bible....i was praying veri hard...cuz sat got awards ceremony..was afraid of lotz of tins...like erm afraid tat i do wrong tins den bring disgrace to 13 coy..haha so serious hor haah..den aso dunno how to go tat place....den aso dunno hu's the person i suppose to lok for..i noe the name but i dun even noe hu is she...aiyo so stress den somemore i go alone.. veri scare....but reali thank God tat..he reali spoke to me lor...the passage tat i read was surprisely on faith..and it sae bout the world is created by God so we should not fear becuz we muz believe tat God will lead us thru..and this faith is the greatest victory...was veri touch when i read this passage and instantly my fear diminished..thank God for tat...haha aniway uz pray tat God will lead me thru and grant me extra wisdom in doing tins ^-*
&i'ld stand by you}
{4:40 PM,â¥}
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