Saturday, April 30, 2005

oh gosh...haha soooo long nv blog lei...cant believe it haha but its true....i veri long nv blog le...too bz and tire frm mani tins..haha so gonna start frm mon...
on mon...tins were the same ... got chinese course den was like sooo sian lor..even though wat he sae make sense..but reali veri tire le...still gonna force the eyes to open if not nv give him face like tat...den was like listen until veri tire le..den piano lesson was postpone becuz of tat course...my mum called my piano teacher and actuali the lesson was changed to mon 630...but my mum thought is tue 630..den mon i dint go...went to piano on tue den was like damn paiseh lor haha soooo funni sia....mon was a tire dae....discover tat mid yr exam is juz nxt week!!!! can u believe it,.....so fast...mid yr exam is here...veri soon o lvl mt...den AHHHHHHH...prelim!!!!!!haiz haha everytin were soo fast...veri tire...feel like brking down at ani time....
tue eevrytin was fine???went home i guess quite early???dunno lei...juz noe tat everytin was like the pace was going sooo fast....was rushing thru my studies....yea fine ba i guess everytin...
wed was a veri tire dae..stayed back in sch cuz gonna help mrs goh wif the quiz stuff...my whole class was asked to stay back to help...den the dae was like sooo hot....go sch alrdy veri hot le...den after tat run 2.4km....not bad la the timing...first ruound took bout 3 mins plus haha den 2 more rounds was rather disappoointing cuz i nearly fell alslp !!!!haahah....den yea sweat like water fountain...haha den after tat arnd 1 plus was like soooo hot den were forced to stay in classroom to do math hw...haiz....
thurs haha okie la not bad..went out to orchard cuz reali too stress le...cant take it...
fri was sports dae...went for 100 m....haha not bad got 4th i tink....rather sad but i noe i done my best le...jin aso done her best le...shes great wor haha all the events she took part she got a medal...well done ger!!!! haha
sat...tire dae....tat's all....when can i fall sick???haiz the whole week is reali a sick dae for me not sick physically but sick metally....too tire le...got flu but feel okie le..got headache but aso okie le...pray for everytin to be gd ba ^-*

ytd went to sports heat again at YJC....went for 200m this time...was okie for the first round...got 2nd...wana beat jin haha but obviously its impossible...shes too fast le..so happy for her...she made gd achievements this time round..not onli for 200m but aso long jump...went into the finals for 200 m...but this time round i got 6th..haha dunno y..they juz too fast for me le...i leg short cant run...haha no la actuali is im not tat gd actuali.....i can onli run fast the first time....2nd time i die le...no energy no mood onli a pair of legs...haha so obviously i'm not an athlene....
todae was the NAFA test....sit up okie not bad quite happy...standing board jump..yesh!!! haha i pass .....soooo happy...den is the chin up....so wat sia...at first do 15...den mr thong sae no cuz tat time no teacher was there so cannot count..sooooo tire den onli within a time of less den 5 mins...i have to do another time..although i did 18 this time round but was like whole body like liquid lor...den shutter run cuz my register no. so i ran first....leg no strength cuz ytd the heats...arms no strength cuz of chin up tin...so angry den my timing for shutter run was 11:98!!!!i veri disapointed lor...wat the....veri angry cuz i reali no strenght to run le..so wanna take sec trail nzt week...dun care....haha
ytd dunno y...tins happen...and todae was the first ever time i feel soooo tire and stress up tat i wanna slp and foreva not waking up..can slp and slp..no need get so troubled and moody and no need to get sooo tire too....

todae quite happey la haha the 4 test tat i got todae finali ended...so shoik...quite disappointed in my bio marks...when i look back at al the revision test i had done the past few monts..i was quite sad...cuz tat's not wat i'm suppose to get...tat's not me...dunno y....wheneva got bio test..there will ought to be tins bad hapening...and those tins surely will stress me out until i cant concentrate...mani tins happen this yr...reali bad...but i still thank God...cuz he was there holding onto me...leading me thru...
todae went for piano..yea everytin same and everytin fine...tml got physic and EL test..juz pray tat everytin will be fine...wil be going for heats tml...will do my best ma???or juz wanna go there play???dunno lei...c tml how lor....

this few daes..wasnt in the mood to post anitin...haiz...indeed sometimes the will of God is too hard for us to understand le.....both of them luv each other so much tat he always reminds her how much he luv her and how much he cherish her...such a flawless relationship juz end like tat...he's gone..foreva..was veri sad...even thru sometins ...we can c more clearly God's meaning....yea..he's gone ..but he's born again...will meet him in heaven....
pass few daes was bad...actuali not tat la..juz tat dunno lor veri veri tire and stress...cant quite take it..
ytd went to orchard...bought 2 new pmk clothes....veri nice..like lotz...den went wif lao po...angela...cherie...hengkai and si hao..haha da er zi and xiao er zi....den was like forcing hengkai to take neo print wif us..he so ke lian...was grab by me angela and lao po...den after tat went to meet him...at city hall...den we went for the wake tgt...a whole grp of us..den me and him was kana push to the back...den we both is paiseh and feel quite funny....den didnt wanna let officer c..most importantly is my bro...cuz didnt noe wat time he coming...den yea we were being put tgt for a lot of time...quite paiseh la actuali...den after tat we went for "supper"..yea...

this few daes was a torture to me...on mon everytin was the same as busy as ever...tue veri veri tire...but still went for the heats...400 m...was a veri weird race...got into the final...but ran last..veri sad cuz my legs and armd went numb ahlfway when i was running den speed slow down lotz..but thx god for this wonderful experience...wed...haiz...veri bad tins happen..eveyone was like..y god this y god tat...at first i aso feel the same...but maybe wat i can sae is...yea god wil settle everytin..gonna live well and pra for all the best for it.....not in te mood to luff todae...sooooo sad....

haha todae was another dae...quite tire...can sae is veri tire...the sun burn was torturing me.....pain esp when i'm out wif the sun above me....whole body was like on fire like tat...cant feel the cold air at all..den todae was the praise and worship sun..a veri funny tin is...at first i was ask to be the usher becuz miss constance cant find anyone..den i was to be the usher wif wei beng...haha was like...actuali dun quite dare to be usher...den veri scare...den at first me and xiao hua were ask to share sometin....but becuz miss sharon forgot bout it...we didnt share partly becuz we veri tire nv prepare anitin...haha den aso dun quite dare to share aniway...den yea after service...me miss june angela da er zi wilson and my lao po which is aso xiao hua went for lunch at 313 cuz got rehearsal for songs...angela and xiao hua go for hse to play haha aso gd la got more pple give comments..todae the rehearsal was like..better la...i can play a little little little better le..not tat much mistake although still got...will practice more to make sure nth will go wrong...den veri fun....after rehearsal me wilson and heng kai so called "bang" the instruments...i play the piano and the both of them guitar...we were like playing the sons frm the beatle song bk..den veri suai lor haha...sooo fun...den yea after tat wilson and angela went home first..actuali heng kai and xiao hua going along but dunnno y is communication break down or wat...xiao hua got sae they will be going back tgt but they went off first haha...so blur sia them...den after tat hengkai and xiao hua was in my room and we had a veri nice and fun chat session...den after tat they went home at arnd 530??? haha yea den after tat i was like packing my bag and stuff..den doing hw..yea tat's my dae wor....

hey hey haah todae yea was woken up by wan ting's msg haha...was like...jump out of bed cuz forgot to switch off phone den the vibration shock me...haha den yea after tat go prepare den went out to meet xiao hua...yea todae was a damn exciting dae...in the morning we went for resilience trail competition..den was like we were "swallowing" the bk of Exodus on the coach...all of us were like trying our veri best to memorise as much as we can....den reach there start all the checkpoints..we were like doing our veri best in every check point...veri tire and everytin...haiz aniway long story la haha...juz noe tat we reali like can "die" for every check point lor...den was like sooo hungry everyone of us tat li rong sae she feel like eating grass haha.....den erm yea when its lunch time...we soooo happy tat we straight away swallow all the food....haha den yea todae learn a new tin haha...how to change shirt without needing a toliet !!!! haha the whole of 13 coy juz rawkz lor haha..we juz straightaway change like tat haha...den erm after the lunch all the checkpoint is optional checkpoint...den we were like we chiong frm one to another...den yea we complete 3 checkpoint...1 check point was like we went there the judges not there den expect us to wait for them??? no way !!! haha....den we reach other checkpoint...den haah went to henderson sec...saw our banner...veri nice wor haha gd job gers!!!..the banner was nice the pattern...yea like the idea...den was like sitted for quite a long time den finalli is the prize presentation..was veri veri excited...when we hear all the bronze and silver...me and diana was like..die le die le..we no hope le...den after tat we sae...huh we got so bad meh???y didnt we even win a bronze...haiz..den rite after tat the person sae : the 1st coy to obtain the gold award is 13 coy team a !!!!! argh!!! haha we were like..soooooo happy...cant even believe it...reali thx god for tat...soo happy tat when we heard 13 coy we scream..we didnt even hear is which team cuz we noe no matter which team...its GB 13 coy man !!! haha...den yea reali didnt expect it..onli can sae thru this we reali can c the amt of effort each and every one of the gers put in....be it banner or the race...they reali put in lotz of effort lor...haiz shouldnt have ease von bout her red face..cuz in the end...i aso had sun burn...on my face and arms...haiiz so painful...whole body sooo hot....haha aniway all of these is worth it... well done gers!!!!

hey hey...ytd was...thurs..haha den erm yea actuali not bad la this few daes...juz got few test ba i guess...den erm yea todae got amath test...haiz suddenly forgot how to do 1 qn..haiz...heart ache lei....haha...den erm yea todae got rehearsal for enrollment....den i was like...i got practice at home...reali...juz tat wateva i practice...miss june sae she dun wan tat style...den have to change...den change nvm..change le my mindset all so here and there..den cant even c the simplest note..haiz was so disappointed ...felt so sry for "dragging" the other musicians down the water wif me...but thank God tat miss june was veri understanding..she didnt blame me..instead yea she encourage me still..haha feel so xin fu...aniway practice arnd for hr plus???when i got home frm sch...den was playing better le pray tat everytin would be fine on sun....veri tire todae..but still got like mani stuff to memorise and rmb...tml got resilience trail..reali hope tat we can win..juz pray tat we will....gonna work veri well wif each other....tml should be a veri tiring dae....

quite long nv blog le...this few daes was quite a torturing dae for me...was rather stress...or can sae veri veri stress...suddenly dunno y i stress myself soooo much..mon i got lotz lotz of hw.....didnt wanna go sch todae....but my mama dun let...reali veri tire...reali wanna can have one dae...i sick den can no need go sch den can rest till veri well...reali need 1 dae of rest...hu can give me???haiz...todae veri sian...me and hui jin ran for the morning run....haiz will be running 400 m during sports dae????haiz no choice...no one wanna run...den i anihow sae den my fren reali put my name down...haha pray tat i will fail the hits den no need to run on sports dae haha...haiz dun care la...c la..will still try my best..will pas or not....leave it to God....ytd had a chat wif him....wanted to ask him lotz of tins...but dunno y when i got the chance...i didnt ask..guess God doesnt wan me to ask ba...i will juz give myself up..and He will contorl me...tat's the best cuz He's the creator....had a quarrel wif my mum ytd...cuz i was like reali veri stress den i sae i feel like dying..den she kana shock ba...but actuali i dun mean it de...i wun die so early cuz i'm living veri well...juz tat i cant stand all the bks and stuff we have to study...stress is reali all i have...haiz....tml is another dae...resilience trail coming..veri scare...trying my best to study all i could....reali hope tat we can win...pray for tat ba...enrolment is nxt week....still cant play above all well....actuali is okie la but maybe lack of confidence ba..fear tat i might drag everyone down..so i've been practicing quite lot...juz pray tat everytin will be fine ba...

veri long nv blog le???haiz this few daes was like...not so smooth for me...veri tire this few daes...didnt slp well...veri veri tire...thank God for uncle and my nice frenz...they're there when i'm afraid and helpless...okie lets start frm ytd....
ytd went to GBC for leadership conference...was a veri funny tin...went there for the course bout planning...den learn tins....quite fun the course...starting was a rather sian one cuz the mdm quite sian haha.. den was like starving le...wanna have lunch but the timetable sae 1 lunch!!!!or 12 i forgot la...den was like wat the...but thank God we were given early lunch..at first i was the first one to finish the packet of rice...but the 2 chicken haha slower down my pace...den was still hungry...i was like my stomach got eat or nv eat aso the same...still as hungry as ever..wanted to take sec packet but dun dare cuz dunno still got pple haven eat ma....so bear wif it...haiz...den after tat the mdm actuali sae got left over!!!!! argh...den was like quite okie le...wet back for the course...haha den my habit..after a meal...slp time!!!!so was quite tire...den the mdm hu taught us change to the other mdm-to-be i guess...call michelle...haha she veri cute de...damn hyper lor...den was like joking wif us...and she even let us take a nap!!!! haha sooooo nice...den got to knw tat she's a rather adventerous person...after everytin...we slp till the last item which is worship...den followed by a closing prayer and we're dismiss....BB had their AQ...well done guys!!! u did ur best yea ....den erm yea went causeway wif angela and uncle haha and we drag him to take pic wif us wor haha so ke lian sia uncle...
todae was a quite nice dae at first...but it wasnt at the later part...sometin bad happen...but thank God for a wonderful fren..haha he's my pri sch fren...a guy so wat??? haha he's my great buddy...thx buddy!!!!

todae was a veri specail dae for me..went to math supp early in the morning....sooooo tire...cuz last nite slp quite late so veri veri tire...den after math supp went for breakfast at mac...den after tat jin and pat went to my hse to slack there haah...den yea after tat went to sch to c their speech dae rehearsal and the actual stuff...at first when i saw it i was..haiz last dae still like tat...den was rather disappointed wif them lor...somemore a quarrel still can happen...haiz....den after tat went to family centre....went off early cuz wana go sch c their parade...when i went parade haven start...after arnd few mins den parade start....when i saw GB..i was like....GD JOB GERS!!!! reali they did veri veri veri veri welll....was veri touch by tat....well done!!!!!
sometin veri bad happen after tat...not bout him...is bout...haiz....reali this experience was like...too special and memorable for me le...thank God i've calm down nw...but sometin seems to form a deep mark in my mind and heart...thru this matter..can onli sae i can c wat i failure i am as a senior in GB....still not mature enough...emotionally and metally not strong enough.....

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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