Tuesday, April 05, 2005
quite long nv blog le...this few daes was quite a torturing dae for me...was rather stress...or can sae veri veri stress...suddenly dunno y i stress myself soooo much..mon i got lotz lotz of hw.....didnt wanna go sch todae....but my mama dun let...reali veri tire...reali wanna can have one dae...i sick den can no need go sch den can rest till veri well...reali need 1 dae of rest...hu can give me???haiz...todae veri sian...me and hui jin ran for the morning run....haiz will be running 400 m during sports dae????haiz no choice...no one wanna run...den i anihow sae den my fren reali put my name down...haha pray tat i will fail the hits den no need to run on sports dae haha...haiz dun care la...c la..will still try my best..will pas or not....leave it to God....ytd had a chat wif him....wanted to ask him lotz of tins...but dunno y when i got the chance...i didnt ask..guess God doesnt wan me to ask ba...i will juz give myself up..and He will contorl me...tat's the best cuz He's the creator....had a quarrel wif my mum ytd...cuz i was like reali veri stress den i sae i feel like dying..den she kana shock ba...but actuali i dun mean it de...i wun die so early cuz i'm living veri well...juz tat i cant stand all the bks and stuff we have to study...stress is reali all i have...haiz....tml is another dae...resilience trail coming..veri scare...trying my best to study all i could....reali hope tat we can win...pray for tat ba...enrolment is nxt week....still cant play above all well....actuali is okie la but maybe lack of confidence ba..fear tat i might drag everyone down..so i've been practicing quite lot...juz pray tat everytin will be fine ba...
&i'ld stand by you}
{7:26 PM,â¥}
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