Sunday, May 29, 2005

okie wat im going to sae nw...dunno....juz gonna sae tat..im veri veri tire...went for dinner when i got home frm angela hse...wao the diner was damn full...but dunno y i still feel like having a cup of pure chocolate frm coffee bean...so tell my mama and we went to sun plaza coffe bean to get myself a ice pure chocolate and a ice mocha for my bro..den my mum bought a choclate cake....den after went home...the p lvl preparation seems soooo short..but i reali did my best...i studed all i could..the whole of ci yu shou ce i study le so is like nth more le...left the compo..gonna study tml...even though be4 tat i study le..but muz recap again tml ma..thx God paper 2 start first...tat's a gd one..gonna pray for God's presence wif me and all my frenz....reali pray for damn gd brain and strength tml..all to God....
everytin seem soooo duno for me...went home frm angela place and nearly got knock down by car again....twice le....2 times le....veri scary reali...dunno when will there be a dae when i reali got knock down and eended in hospital...but reali thx god tat he reali held the car back if not....reali dunno how bad wil it be....so much tins happen....be4 tat gastric flu...becuz....den my favourite star key chain broke...becuz....nearly got knock down 2 times by a car..becuz....haiz...when i heard some tins...when i c some tins...eveytin flash back..all came back..a quite torturing time...still chose to feel numb to this feeling..cuz i noe..i noe tat if i allow myself to feel nw...tml's paper will be done veri veri badly...so i chose to be numb...believe me frenz....im not strong at all...im juz a normal person....but all i could do is to let it become or turn numb...reali dun wan them to be worried for me...dun wan them to c me not happy...i will be okie de....but not nw...allow me to be numb....juz for once....
tins will become better de...there will be one dae...when i reali will smile the kind of smile which i meant....and the real me will be back...back to disturb and craze wif all my frenz and buddies...afterall all im left is God,family and my dearest dearest budies....

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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