Saturday, May 07, 2005

sooo despo this few daes....firstly is tat mid yr exam going on...okie la still studying veri fine juz tat veri veri stress and tire lor...no choice i dun wan my maam to take my phone as a reason y my exams are not gd..soo i die die aso wanna score wat i normally score...so was giving myself stress this few daes...juz wanna pray hard for my results...i noe wat im doing so i believe everytin would be fine...but ytd was veri angry....my parents nag at me sae i ytd nv study./..how to study.???? i alrdy veri tire le lor...y cant i juz rest??? my results got sooo bad until they have to interfer my studies ma???? dun tink so lor....ever since sec sch....my studies is ke yi jian ren de lor....so juz cant understand them....y no matter how gd i score...they will still interfer how i study???? i reali got so immmature to plan myself ma??? so sian lor ytd kana nag by them....
secondly is tat my parents lie to me lor...she sae i can use my own money to buy the dress if i wan...but she suddenly dun let....wat the...she dun keep her promise lor...i hate tat..and somemore is got reason i okie la nvm got reason ma...but is no reason de lor..she sae no means no...y cant she ask me y i like tat dress so much???she dun understand me instead she feels wat i do is rediculous...like chatting on phone..wat's the big deed??? y cant she let me chat on the phone??i chat she not happy..den i no choice use msg lor...den overshot she scream like i kil someone....wat can i do to stop all these???she reali lor...haiz i noe she cares for me lotz...i noe she dote on me lotz...but sometimes she juz expect me to meet her expe tation....wat i feel is...if i am able to produce desirable exams or test results..den i juz hope tat my parents can give me all the freedom i wan...but they cant lor..haiz...
nxt lei haiz...dunno lor...wat i feel is like..when someone is reali damn down...they dun even have the mood to blog anitin down..so i quite disagree to wat jonathan sae actuali...ytd went to did sometin...i admit tat wat i did actuali partly is becuz wanna c if he's there..but failed...in the end...ownself fever nw plus gasstric flu...haiz....off my phone ytd..but in the end i couldnt resist the temptation and i on my phone again...he called me....i noe he veri busy i nv blame him for anitin but......actuali he reali not bad le....care for me even though he's busy so i nv expect anitin...jua feel veri tire this few daes...haiz....wat the pastor sae todae was rite....
miss sharon got marry todae!!!! so happy for her..but gonna miz her...she's reali a gd officer..even if we do sometin wrong she nv scream at us before...reali thx her becuz she make us hu we r nw...P2 gonna miz u take care !!!!

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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