Saturday, June 11, 2005

haiz ytd was a big dae..reali bad...the sec time i let out everytin ba...sooo angry and reali cant take it..veri sad..veri luan..a lot of feeliings juz run thru me and make me reali cant tahan...haiz...
todae went to sch..ytd didnt slp tat well...seriously i didnt slp well...so todae when wake up is like...wao so damn tire...cant take it but stil went to sch..den veri xin ku..cuz veri tire den no strength to listen in class...den a mth todae duno is can take it or not..juz pray tat wisdom is upon me ba....reali hope tat....den yea after the a math suppp..den we went home ..but be4 tat got meeting at mac..be4 tat...saw the p3 gers returning frm their adventure camp..can c the tireness in their expressions..but i aso can feel tat they did a great job this time round haha...gd job gers!!! go take a rest ba..pray tat they learn some useful lessons for them...den yea after saeing bye to them went to mac to meet xiao hua and angela for the PBB camp meeting..need to plan some sort of speech tin..haha we so crazy sia down theere haha play till veri siao lor...but was like cuz veri tire ma...so after tat on the journeyy to ms sharon hse i was like so quiet not becuz of wat..but becuz i veri tire den no mood to tok...den at cell everytin was so relax...for tat short period of time i reali suddenl;y feel relax yea listen to God's word and this and tat...den discover how far i had gone away frm God...bad signal!!! wake up ger!!!! haiz...reali hope i can be back hu i am...the hyper active ger hu become more and more mature and noes how to handle tins...many tins happen to me this yr and yea indeed veri gd learning lesson..not gona blame anione for anitin...instead thx God for the wonderful lessons learnt....haiz even though i nv blame anione..but the heart still aches....aches lotz....reali wish tat one dae i can juz leave every single ache and be back the enci i was.....so sickening was like pulled back by unnecessary feelings...

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Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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