Thursday, June 02, 2005
todae didnt have to go to sch...was soooooo happy....slp at 10 plus ytd and woke up at 10 plus todae....12 hrs of slp..tats wat i wan the most at this moment of time....was sooooo tire and irritated by tins in the world...juz wanna keep myself busy....and slp more...sooooo after all these i will be tire...and i ned not get so bothered wif those tins....trying to numb myself....yea i agree..i wana face it but i dun dare.....i dun wanna let myself enter a phrase and moment of sadness...so i rather to numb myself..when daes goes by...tins will turn better and im still hu i am....
woke up and went for breakfast....throat pain eyes pain and guess wat??? nose pain again..sooo xin ku..but i thx God during my o lvl chinese i onli nose pain....if not veri tong ku....after breakfast its bout 11 plus le...den chat on phone wif joleen...played the piano after tat...den after tat i took out guitar and played wif it....den my mum came in...and ask...wat's the price of a guitar...i was sooooo shock...den i sae cheapest should be $48 ba....den she sae...i dun wanna the cheapest de..i wan normal de...den i sae $100 plus aso got...den she sae okie...den i ask y u wanna buy for me ar....guess wat!!!! she sae yesh!!!!! haha i was sooo damn happy...she juz explain saying she last time dun let me learn cuz se scare im san fen zhong re du..but when she c how serious i m wif my piano and guitar..she was touched and decided to let me learn..haha my dreamn came thru...i can learn a string instrument le!!!!not gonna disappoint her...gonna learn it well..
didnt went to family centre toddae
&i'ld stand by you}
{4:53 PM,â¥}
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