Thursday, July 21, 2005
past few daes was a veri tire dae forme..dunno y this week...starting alrdy veri tire le...got this illness...kept tinking tat i nv study hard enuff..so kept forcing myself till i veri tire..cant quite take it....haiz so tire lor..was like reali studying hard for my bio...den sc i was like...okie la juz hope tat my standard nv drop...wana get wat i wan...A1 ba....wana maintain eveytin...o lvl chinese results will be out soon...reali pray for gd results haiz..den erm this few daes..the compo i wrote..all not bad got improvement....haiz juz hope tat my EL will pass n can get at least a B..i veri veri happy....jia you ba.....den erm todae flu the whole dae...veri long nv like tat le..normally if i go sch wun..stay at home den will flu...dunno y todae will like tat...maybe not enuff slp ba...haiz so i guess tonite will slp early....jia you jia you...all the best to my frenz..dun give up wor frenz..we muz jia you...
dunno y haiz this few daes tins doesnt seems to go veri smoothly...he was so called stressing me...dunno y im tinking....dun have the courage to ask him out...he was like veri sad le...den i juz dunno lor..i mean..wateva decision i make...does it make a difference????this tin comes at the wrong timing...reali wrong lor...so the path i chose was to give up..but i bu she de...nw i alrdy half gave up le..i noe i veri bad..but...haiz....juz let me bad for this first time ba...
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he seems to living veri well nw..but he change le..he's no longer the person i noe..the person i c nw..is someone veri irresponsible n...dunno lor...juz like..everytin change le..y like tat....haiz....he juz have to learn how to plan his time well..if not,..everytin wun make ani differnece..aniway al i can sae...i miz everytin becuz i once put in everytin...but nw i onli can sae....i dun wanna waste anitin le..im still tat cheerful ger..n all i wan nw is gd results for o lvls so my parents wun be disappointed...n in order for tat..i'll work hard n have faith...for him lei....no more le..i guess he's aso living well nw so its okie ba..
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n the other one lei...juz gonna wait for the final results.....i dunno wat it will be..but i noe GOd noes...
&i'ld stand by you}
{6:37 PM,â¥}
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