Friday, July 08, 2005
todae was veri tire..last nite slp quite late ba...den todae actuali got a math test...den i nv study lor..ytd i was like chatting on phone den nv do anitin..sooo sian lor..den todae was like rushing thru everytin..dunno how i did for the paper juz pray for the best..even if not gd..i aso adit cuz no choice i reali nv study...gonna work hard le...prelims was like getting closer lor..den yea haha...so was like veri tire..todae stayed in sch till quite late cuz wanna teach hheng kkai his hmwk..den was like..he onli ask me one qn lor haha ...but nvm la gonna help him all i can..den yea after tat suan bian go do my own hmwk..den yea after tat heng kai and anegla went to my hse after lunch at kfc..den go my hse heng kai and angela helped me wif the songs for joinathan's worship..reali dun quite noe how to sing all the songs den not enuff practice so i did veri bad lor......afterall chords reading is not my cup of tea[haha bad excuse]...haiz sort of felt veri stressful everytime got ani service tin to perform....its gd cuz can serve..but reali veri stressful...esp if i cant get the tune right i will get fed up....kept getting a feeling tat i did veri bad and i can do better den tat..tat shouldnt be my standard and all these..den slowly wao more and more stress...dunno y juz hate tat feeling...sarah and me got same character[haha which will be a secret]but no mater wat..seriously being able to play the piano during ani service or worship...is a way for me to sae thank you for all God had done for me...tat's the tin tat held me strong...and aso learnt to be patient n learn God's presence in my everydae life ^-*
&i'ld stand by you}
{10:59 PM,â¥}
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