Saturday, July 23, 2005
haiz sec 4...no wonder...soooo damn stress n tire..life was like the same go to sch study go back home study..den..haiz reali dunno..juz feel veri veri tire..some more plus the stress i've got...the feeling i kept inside my heart....haiz y u wanna do this to me?????? make me soooo xin ku....wannna forgive reali...but...the feeling of disappointment still look for me...everytime...was like studying everytime...still as tire as be4...n my health obviously is rebelling against me..getting weaker n weaker each dae...temp veri high this few daes veri xin ku....but still thx god cuz i nv fall sick...if not veri wat lor..cant afford to waste ani time nw...
duno y i began to m him le..this few daes...sort of nv msg him at all....hazi wat am i doing...y tins will become like tat...i thought i can go like this...i thought i can be veri firm n reject everytin...but my heart began to feel shaken...but no matter i can be sure is..o lvl nv fnish....no nid to shang liang
&i'ld stand by you}
{10:32 PM,â¥}
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