Tuesday, August 30, 2005

this few daes tins juz doesnt seem rite for me....firstly bad tins happened on sun...till nw...den on mon....i did my a math test..it was bad...100% bad...i admit i didnt study...i put too much focus on sc le...esp bio..i was like nw suddenly beginning to fall reali badly...but nobody noes....in their eyes..im tat ger hu got huge capacity in my brain n tat i will always ace in my studies...when im falling...they will nv noe...my whole state of mind was veri bad this week...kinematics r hard..reali...esp when i dun quite understand sometins den plus i nv go put in effort...the paper haven take back..but i noe..how "well" ive done....den my bio lei..it was okie..i got the concepts in...den veri hapy..doing the paper was aso quite okie for me...but after the test my fren told me my ans wrong..n the reason was..becuz the graph got slightly shift...wat the!!!!!i veri depres when i heard tat...i noe the concepts well but y this type of tin can happen!!!! haiz..den i guess the back surely all wrong de..so i dunno who mani marks i wil lost...belinda more ke lian...at first she wrote the ans unknowingly it was correct den she heard i so sure den se change her ans..den nw like me..ans wrong...sry ger....after tat bio reali veri depress...den okie fine nvm..after sch i went piano as usual but dicover my gastric a little not gd..but its okie cuz after few mins okie le..den when i reach my teacher hse..she told me: i thought i saw ur mum?? i saw a woman walkin behind u ma...den i was like...huh!!!!! den she sae maybe is reflection..i aso believe it was..becuz its impossible since im the child of God...though ssaeing this..but i cant deny tat im quite hung up by this event..den i was like on the way home..i veri restless n veri breathless...dunno y..den todae go sch..tins didnt turn for the better...its the same..n ive got a bad flu after recess...veri not gd mood ba i guess...tml got teacher's dae celebration...tat's it ba i guess....

[hope u noe tat i still cherish everytin]

ytd was a happy dae for the 5 of us??? haha we got our PBB n staff segeant rank....can sae is double happiness ba..its scary..our names were called one by one n we gonna go up stage one by one for the PBB...onli rank is 10 by 10 but its still scary...haha den erm yea after getting we took lotz of pics i guess...most importantly is wif miss sharon...haiz soo long nv c her..but ytd onli got 2 c her a few times..reali miz her lotz..take care xue ren !!!!
den ytd okie le nw is todae...todae was a combine service..surprisingly lotz of peeps forgot n came in late..haha den okie la go meeting le den go northpoint wif angela..den went home le slack..nw gonna prepare amath test tml...kinematics!!!! haha bless me lord even though i noe how little effort ive put

hey hey haha photo wif jin quite so time ago..went to bugis on a sat..n took it de..nice one but too bad the photo toooo white le haha

the unstress face ive got comes frm the trust i have in God..even though i admit sometimes i actuali fall..tinking n complaining why i have to study so much...or even qn God y sometimes i still tend to forget some studies...but i still thx the lord cuz frm all those i forgot i rmb them easier...

haiz this few daes okie la juz quite busy lor...when look back..i was juz sort of shock...the last past few weeks fly away soooo quickly..n tat i had alrdy finish bout 3/4 of my bio revision...haha reali happy but the more ive finish implies tat...the more stress i will become..cuz the fear of forgetting everytin still hinders my way....but reali thx God tat this few daes he showed me tat yea he gave me the wisdom n everytin was fine..reali fine....juz tat i still tend to stress up easily...juz pray for a calm heart...
all the reviosion was okie..juz tat i had quite neglected my math....both math...put lotz of focus in sc n bio...but math not tat much..muz jia you !!!guess tml morning i will be busy doing hmwk n revision before going to sch...haiz the doing of youth camp tins reali stress n tire me out..but im thankful tat lord provided me wif gd supports frm my frenz...haha definatly is my lao po la haha n rest of the gers...juz pray tat they can understand n tat everyone of us can serve faithfully..no excuse!!!! haha....tire is tire but i believe the strength god gave me surely will substain me n tat i will aso push myself harder towards revision becuz i noe i had lost lotz of reviision time...
den to the 5 of my wonderful precious 6....we muz jia you okie..haha chi ko bu !!!! dun always haiz n wanna give up...jiz you...bio wun nan dao u de...to bu qian dun always until 12 den tire le....muz train ur body haah n dun look down on urself yea? u r a veri clever ger... dua gi jin haha we muz stay cheerful tgt k??? haha the luffter of the grp kao us le....ti ko tan !!! haha muz continue revision yea??? haha n lastly gai xi lang haha muz study even harder yea? even though sometimes our tone not gd but is not we wan de...we alrdy veri stress le ma...but no matter wat we truely wanna help u so forgive out tone yea? haha algtg we jia ou tgt okie?
haha basicallly all the funny words r our names haha cant figure out? nvm we noe ourself can le...
tml is a big dae for jin belinda hua angela n me....well done gers ^-*

hey hey haha ytd went to piano teacher hse..same la after piano went home n evise chem for the test todae..hmmm okie la todae was like..i slp veri early ytd..but todae still veri veri veri tire...onli till like nite time den better le...the test was like..reali made a veri big mistake..hope tat it didnt affect anitin....den erm juz gonna pray for my test results..fri gonna have a meeting sat den sun present le...all the best..
todae went to watch movie...haha reali nice show..like all the fantasy stuff..its like reali veri surprising lor..though i noe its not real..haha but sometime i juz reali wonder if the world reali got these tins..wouldnt it be wondeful??
reali hope tat one dae eeryone can carry their burdens to the lord n let hime take care of everytin...heard sometins frm shannon..n i was like veri sad....juz pray tat they will make the rite choice.....






nv contact u doesnt mean i will go of wif other ppl

hmmm todae okie la...juz tat todae juz finish bio test..den another math paper on the road haha..den erm tml got chem test...haha okie la not bad..ytd bought a new pair of shoe haha sooo happy.....



till nw i still dunno wat u wan....

reali dunno wat u wan...or izzit im too sensitive....u sae u r scare...bu fan xin ...so i asure u... gave u hints ...but u choose to reply me wif : dunno....when obviously u noe wat i meant by my msg..den okie fine nvm...i msg u again telling u everytin..but u sort of...gave me this face =/...den wat u wan me to do????
i noe hu treats me the best...juz trust me....

haiz he was accepted by the navy ...which means...haiz..... wun get to c him for .... dunno which yr starting on...wun be able to c him...

todae went to sch sill the same la haha tml got bio lesson going tml....hmm den lei ytd watch result show....kelly got in !!!! haha like her lotz but seriously though i like her..juz felt tat xin hui sing better den her...duno y juz tink like tat lor..quite disappointed in kelly's performance the last few weeks...onli juz like lor...den erm yea jun yang was out....veri veri sad...cuz didnt expect lor..but nvm wei lian aso can...so can la....den erm todae veri tire cuzz ytd slp veri late...den todae juz tire so slept for like an hr plus when i reached home..den eat le go do hmwk...tonite long dae wor haha....
hmmmm juz wondering arnd..y in this world there r soo mani unanswered qns??? everyone was like complaining how stresful their life was when they dun even noe wat is real stress...they juz complain how unfair the world has been to them..some even questioned God y onli bad tins happen to them...haiz actuali lei...dunno lor they juz freak out when probs were thrown to them...shouldnt they accept it n fight towards it??? haiz some pple lei...juz go arnd brking ppl's heart wif theiir stupid action n stupid attitude...the world's changing....everyone has got their "own" attitude ....for me lei..i rather live in a simple world..do tins in a simple manner....isnt tat wonderful?

hey hey todae juz change a new piece of music..frm final fantasy de..haha veri nice piece of music..played by a piano haah super nice wor..haha aniway todae was a terrible dae for me..dunno y i find tat this few daes i veri.."lose control" like tat..dunno y not myself lor..haiz hate it man!!!! aniway todae den i realise tat the music tat ive put last time...was one of final fantasy song haha veri nice wor...aniway hope tat i can be back myself...
new ez link card yea!!! haah finali got my card done..thx to mama

ytd lei was a veri tire dae..reali tire..i had a veri early on mon nite..cuz juz cant tahan everytin n went to slp..hmmm nice slp..reali..but these few daes...reali dunno y..the eyes r all soooo itchy haha..juz hate it..sems to me tat..my eye balls will fall out sooner or later...haha...hmmmm...den on mon went to my piano teacher new hse for lesson..veri specailo haah dun quite noe how to go..juz walk wif God's presence...n yea i reached her hse fast enuff..thx God..den erm on tue..everytin was fine aso...but tatwas the last dae i saw my wa,llet le..haiz i lost it !!!!....i was in sch like normal daes...lessons after lessons n hmwk after hmwk..tue was a veri stressful n tire dae..so i didnt quite take note the tins arnd me...after recess i did my daily routine..of putting my wallet n hp under my desk..den tat dae i left it in my bag...before going to chem lesson..i took my hp n put it in my pocket...but i left my walet in my bag trusting everytin..but hu noes..whn i went home at nite arnd 9 plus i found oput tat my wallet was lost!!! i was sooo tire tat dae...veri tire...after the lessons i went home n juz kept on studying n pushing myself like be4...didnt care bout anitin onli noe tat my hmwk is like a mountain n the amount of tins i need to force myself to study is piling up more n more higher n higer...when i pack my bag at nite after finishing my am hmwk..i found ou tat sometin was missing..my wallet!!!! n i waws soo sad.not becuz of wat..but becuz of my hello kitty key chain!!! haiz my bao bei lor..my ez link card n weekly alownace..all gone ...wat shock me most is tat i onli come to realise it at nite when i was bout to slp..wat the..but nvm cuz i trust God yea..juz like mr jonathan hu truted God when he lost his favourite camera...so todae juz wen to sch like normal..n yea everytin was fine..studies still on the track juz as tire as be4...den todae after sch got EL course..as boring as usual..but hope tat the skills had gone into my head n everytin was learnt like wat im supposed to...todae was a relax dae for me..dunno y but i feel like resting..need to ba i guess..trust God tat everytin is fine..juz pray for wisdom n strength for all my frenz n me..jia you peng you..dun give up k six _ties!!!! all the best n happiness foreva six _ties ^-*

todae lei wake up at a veri unwilling mood..veri veri tire..reali..didnt slp well last nite..n couldnt quiote get up todae....but still got up..no choice...haiz haha hmmmm todae lei gonna slp veri early..veri pain ar the brain haha....todae lei..quite okie la the dae...was fun...juz continue studying lor..its the same every dae...got back my bio test...aiyo...cant believe it lor..but nvm, cuz i didnt reali study la...so can sae the results r expected...the chap veri messy ar..hha veri hard need lotz of time to digest...not gonna give up instead gopnna work even harder n obtain the result tat belongs to me haha...will jia you..aso pray for God's strength upon me ba...den ermyea todae not gonna do antin...wait till tml cuz reali not feeling wel so no point la haha...hmmm it seems like im putting all my effort in sc..not doing anitin bout my math haha...but i tink i will learn to juggle well ba if not will suffer...den erm yea tml i tink got sc after sch prog??? haha pray tat it wil be cancelled so i can have more time...rest la bla bla bla..hmmm this sat no parade...shoiuld i go out for some fun??? haha dunno lei c first ba..feel like going out wif jin to bugis..heard tat she wanna go...c if i got the strength to go ma..
todae lei..hmm dunno wat to sae..onli can sae life goes on wifout his msg..yea hua was rite..should let nature take its course.no mater how much i miz him...its the same...yea its natural to be missing..ba i shouldnt let it boher me too much if not im digging my own grave haha..okie la thx God aniway for al the wonderful frenz n for himself hu always will be wif me...n God is the onli one..whereby if one dae everyone's gonna leave me..God will be the last n the onli one whom nv gonna leave me alone......if not i wun be standing so strong ^-*

hmmm todae was a veri sian dae ba i should sae...went to service in the morning...haha veri sian lor so we took a taxi there...tgt wif hua n angela..haha den the taxi driver sort of wanna send us to malaysia cuz he took the route which seems not veri familar to us haah...den okie le la reach there den we saw miss joyann..she told us bout two person which reali freak us out....wat the..they reali veri wat lor...anihow sae den haiz...okie la forget it...den the sermon was..erm sry but reali veri sian..haiz tat the dae onli went to angela hse den play guitar...haha after tat went home the end...

spoke to her ytd....reali nice dae..thx to her...n all the best to her

got the chinese o lvl results ytd..hmmmm haha reali veri veri happy n thankful tat my compo nv li ti.....if not i surely die de..haha den erm yea got a distinction reali veri happy..thx god tat even though during the exam....it was the worst dae in my life...4 daes before o lvl chinese he left me....left me all alone in darkness...but God didnt..i had a hard time studying tat time...reali no mood...but i force myself...i cant fall juz like tat...i will regret de...i dun wan tat to happen..so i carried on..tough time...reali....but wif God...everytin was done...he gave the wisdom i need n the mood to study...reali thx him lotz....
den when i tell my mama but the result...haha she like no expression,,haiya haha but nvm cuz she celebrate wif me...using a movie...the maid...haaha wf tat? yea tat...haha nice show reali thx lotz to my parents...my frenz were happy....the six ties haha..reali done welll...gd job everone!!! we muz continue n smile the way we did ytd when we get the o lvl results nxt yr ^-*
when i got my results..haha told chern fern ..she was the first...my jie ma of cuz haa...den i called him...told him the results..he was veri hapy for mewe tok...for a while...n found out tat..i reali miz him lotz man!!!!! dun care...wanna study study n study..everyrin will be okie de...todae damn not d mood...dunno y...juz dun feel like toking...haiz a sign...showing tat i reali miz him...when i sec 2 aso like tat...haiz nw..the history repeats itself...

hey hey ytd nv post i guess cuz too tire le ba..haha..hmmm ytd was national dae...i slept till quite late..althogether 11 hrs ba haha sooo nice...nv slp for sooo long for a long time le...den okie le when wake up..online for a while..eat breakfast den go settle all my hmwk n lotz of tins..haha hmwk a lot wor...but okie la nw half finish le...still got two more sets of test paper to complete den okie le....tml is el o lvl oral...veri scarie haha hope everytin will be okie...den erm todae will be a tiring dae...cuz gonna finish hmwk n tins..haha gonna go wash my bag...everyone seems to cannot tahan my bag..becoming blacker n blacker....hmmm okie la aniway ytd was a fun dae..everytin was gd...

hey hey nice pic haha took by qian phone...at causeway point last fri hah nicest dae!!!

hey hey haah this few daes reali shop tilll....haha dunno how to sae lor...veri happy reali..thx God for all these daes..sat lei..went to sch for bio lesson..was quite sian la..but stil attended lor..okie la afterall quite early release..den went home for rest..watch project superstar...cuz tat time didnt reali watch the whole show..i onli watch derick..den after tat all i nv watch..den when i watch again..is after jun yang finish his singing..haha okie la den after tat went to meet jin n went t parade wif her...go hand up donation card...den after tat we went to bugis!!! haha actuali went there to shop for the shirt for todae...den erm okie la after walking so long we decided on the gio shirt..cuz tat one most practical..aniway reali nice lor tat shirt...den we wana buy sometin to tie..cuz our clothes veri white haha cannot tahan ar..haha so went to look for the "belt" haha den wao veri ex lor..so didnt buy..den the nxt dae..went to service..actuali wanna go home de after service..den didnt cuz hua wanna buy skirt..den aso need to go look for the "belt" so decided to follow hua n angela to bugis...again haha..but okie la let me discover the other side of bugis..veri fun n finali bought the belt..at first jin wan green den kie i take blue haha den suddenly she change./..she wan pink..den okie i take green haha cuz i like green n blue lotz ma..both veri nice..dunno choose which one...so c which one jin chose..den i decide lor...okie la bought le den todae i go sch..veri high ar..haha everytin was fun reali fun...den haiz todae they went out..i cant go...haiz reali sad lor..but nvm cuz i alrdy thx God for the pass few daes le..feel contended le..onli feel quite sad cuz cant go..but its okie..got other chance de....hope tat they have fun ^-*
juz change the blog skin n music..the song was sang by evon xu hui xin..veri nice song..ai qing kang ti....but it dont aplies to my mood haha....it may apply to the past mood...but not nw ^-*
but i agree tat luv can sometimes be a prank...n thx God tat im brave enuff to leave the past n continue in the present...thx for the ppple God gave me..those tat stay close to me...."he" who brought me out of darkness touch my heart the way tat is different frm my frenz who similarly touched me....n aso.."he"'s the one whom i chose not to let him noe how i feel...my fren touched me in a "close fren" way..conern n care r the ingredients....but "he" touched me like a bro taking care of his sis...so i thx God for the 2 grp of pple he gave me ^-*

hey hey haha todae can sae is the happiest dae in my sec 4 life ba...actuali not so li hai la haha..onli todae lei..i went out wif my 4 veri gd frenz..we went to causeway..den went to look for mon shirt..haiz soooo dua pai lei haha okie la not bad..the funnest part is..we went shopping!!! haha although onli causeway..but reali veri veri relax..veri long nv have tat feeling le..continuos 2 weeks...test test n test...veri stress veri xin ku...den toddae reali happy lor..can be wif frenz is the best tin on earth!!! den we went shop..luff..crap.joke hjaha soo gd lor...den we went to take neo print..nice pics haha veri gd..veri long nv like tat le..haiz ar pat nxt time muz follow...took photo wif them on my phone..den okie la onli the light reali not gd lor..not nice come out the effect but got soo mani heads veri wen xin haha...den put on blog..cuz the blog at first veri blur effect..so the photo look more blur haha but overall its nice..haha okie la tml lei...got bio class..wil be going...den after tat dunno le..c first ba ^-*

veri nice pic haha but the light la haha the causeway point light./..hmmmm not gd not gd haha but still nice photo...but pat not there..haiz nvm nxt time take wif her...

hmm tink i this few daes nv online ba..soo long nv online so nv blog haha...okie start frm ytd..ytd my bro 's fren come my hse,..den they study tgt bla blabla...den my bro wanna borrow my calculator..haha cant lend him too bad...cuz i tml which is todae got test..so need the calculator lotz..den erm okie la ytd study till quite tire..veri tire...den sort of stress tillllll haha dunno how to sae..den okie lor todae finali the dae come...bio n phy test.....start wif phy test at first...okie la not bad..but the teacher veri wat lor..my ans n method correct..but she took my paper...look at my ans..den down there luff at my ans...haha wat the..she veri wat lor..den kept saying my ans got prob..i look up n down left n right..corerect ma..impossible will wrong de lor...so i damn fed up..dun care juz hand up..den she go thru..gues wat... my ans correct lor haha den i damn angry wif her..dun care her le haha..okie la the test not bad noe how to do onli kana cheated by my teacher onli like tat ...den erm after tat is chem lesson..den mdm pang still wana luff at me lor..haha becuz of the bus incident hhaa..den okie la after tat is bio test..den bio test..okie la not bad...but i tink the test not veri gd ba....dunno tried my best le...aniway todae lei okie la at home le do hmk...wao hard ar.haha try la try la..veri tire lor...but okie la haha gonna watch superstar le yea! haha

hmmmm todae lei okie la onli ytd lotz of test seems to come along....dunno y lei haha nvm la its normal actuali to have lotz of test...den erm yea okie la...todae lei...sch was fine...not bad...all the way till chem den okie den assembaly tat time sang the national dae song..haha no one sing lor onli those malay they shout for fun..den after tat went to NYP..was suppose to go de lor..den haha we went off for a while onli...mdm pang left us in sch n went off like this!!!!! haha den the four of us kana abandon lor....haah sooooo funny n paiseh lor..haiz this joke gonna last for the whole yr ba i guess...wat the hha...aniway okie la since cant go den go home lor...was suppose to go after sch programme de ut i didnt go haah the four of us didnt go actuali...den went home do hmwk..rest rest till nw..den later gonna study haha...
tml will be quite a tire dae cuz thurs got bio n phy test..jia you lor...
illness became better le yea! haha but my mum ke lian le...haha nw is her turn...so ke lian to be sick.haiz i understand cuz im one of them be4...aniway juz pray for her health...
n lastly of cuz....all the best to my frenz!!!!!!

hey hey todae woke up..yea my voice change again...ytd it was terrible todae same same haha but reali thankful tat the pain had diminished..n nw not pain animore le!!! haha onli the sneezing still continues for a while..but it was better reali..haha so all i can sae is: faith matters a lot...hahatodae lei...sch was okie....fine juz yea stress as ever...can c how stressful my frenz were..cheer up gerz!!!! everytin will be fine de..God will be wif us..juz study hard n as for the rest leave it to God..as long as we work hard..we should be happy n be joyful....onli can sae more n more hmwk are jamming our brains ahah....reali pray for God's wisdom upon my frenz n me..stamina....n health until tat dae our o lvl end....
lessons were fine until phy..hah reali funny lesson..we were doing the experiment den okie le...wa s taught how to draw a best fit graph.reali funny lor...draw le okie le..den the gradient..veri siao lor..standard ans is 16 but mine is 1.36 haha sooo much difference ...den when teacher chaeck she found out tat i left 1 zero out haha....den okie le the ans i got was 15..gd la nt bad..den mike aso...same as me..left out one zero..haha wat the...den after lesson we rush for the lift..den the teacher was like :wei how can student take lift!!! haha no choice ma no space for her..so i sae bye bye to her n wave to her..she was sooooo damn angry haha...veri funy lor her face...haah okie la dun be so bad to sae her..aniway the dae was okie n ended wif my piano lesson...den after tat going to do hmwk n revision....jia you le!!!!

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Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

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.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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