Tuesday, August 30, 2005
this few daes tins juz doesnt seem rite for me....firstly bad tins happened on sun...till nw...den on mon....i did my a math test..it was bad...100% bad...i admit i didnt study...i put too much focus on sc le...esp bio..i was like nw suddenly beginning to fall reali badly...but nobody noes....in their eyes..im tat ger hu got huge capacity in my brain n tat i will always ace in my studies...when im falling...they will nv noe...my whole state of mind was veri bad this week...kinematics r hard..reali...esp when i dun quite understand sometins den plus i nv go put in effort...the paper haven take back..but i noe..how "well" ive done....den my bio lei..it was okie..i got the concepts in...den veri hapy..doing the paper was aso quite okie for me...but after the test my fren told me my ans wrong..n the reason was..becuz the graph got slightly shift...wat the!!!!!i veri depres when i heard tat...i noe the concepts well but y this type of tin can happen!!!! haiz..den i guess the back surely all wrong de..so i dunno who mani marks i wil lost...belinda more ke lian...at first she wrote the ans unknowingly it was correct den she heard i so sure den se change her ans..den nw like me..ans wrong...sry ger....after tat bio reali veri depress...den okie fine nvm..after sch i went piano as usual but dicover my gastric a little not gd..but its okie cuz after few mins okie le..den when i reach my teacher hse..she told me: i thought i saw ur mum?? i saw a woman walkin behind u ma...den i was like...huh!!!!! den she sae maybe is reflection..i aso believe it was..becuz its impossible since im the child of God...though ssaeing this..but i cant deny tat im quite hung up by this event..den i was like on the way home..i veri restless n veri breathless...dunno y..den todae go sch..tins didnt turn for the better...its the same..n ive got a bad flu after recess...veri not gd mood ba i guess...tml got teacher's dae celebration...tat's it ba i guess....
[hope u noe tat i still cherish everytin]
&i'ld stand by you}
{3:18 PM,â¥}
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