Tuesday, September 27, 2005

hmm n aso lei...wat i forgot to sae..erm..o ya..haiz my parents still the same..when i got high marks...they will sae :okie den?...wat the..when not tat gd..m father will sae i nv study!!!!!! the effort i put in he nv recognise nvm...but no need to sae i nv study rite!!!! haiz soooo damn angry ytd tat i didnt tok to him for the whole dae..tat was bad i noe but i was juz heart broken....i was sooo pressurized n stressed up during the exam peroid or even be4 exam....den he sae this kind of tin....aniway my mum sae she will buy me a roxy jeans skirt for my bdae...haha actuali is levis den but i sae i wan roxy instead aah not sure lei...wait after o lvl discuss again...

past few daes i nv post ba i guess..the start of the week did bio practical...was okkie??? i dunno haha quite hard ba but pray for the best...got back results le..most of them onli left a few subs...the results i got back was like..wat the..haiz quite disappointed in chem results..i was too confident le...so much tat i left my chem alone...i thought it was strong enuff to stand on its own..laziness n confidence struck me dumb....focus reali lotz on bio...physic..den nw..haiz my chem proved to me tat its juz another sub tat i need to put in the same amt of effort tat got me the marks i got last time...i didnt fail..when combine wif phy is still A...but so wat..tat's not wat i wan...i juz cant pass my own "exam"...i can pass all but not my own one...but i still thx God..cuz he let me c it earlier..its better to fall nw den during o lvl..i will work extra hard...on all my subs...becuz i dun wan myself to feel disappointed animore...on the other hand...wanna congrate rest of six ties..haha great job gers....c work hard reali got paid off de...juz need to work hard..dun discourage ownself can le...i guess u all r happy wif ur results( hope i nv guess wrongly :p)...no matter wat juz continue to jia you n work even harder....we will simle when we get out results nxt yr de....surely 100% ^-*
n erm to bu qian...haha guess u sort of misunderstood wat i wrote in blog ba..hmmm yea im bothered by everytin bout him...n aso i admit i got feelings for him (some??? lotz??? i aso dunno )...but somehow i still miz the "kor" relationship n the way tat "kor" protect me...haha if dun understand u can ask me again in sch haha...

tins reali change..suddenly i felt tat tins wasnt suppose to be like this....we haven chat for reali long....but didnt noe y i feel more relax tat way...i shouldnt let myself enter another one soo fast when i juz ended the other not long...no wonder past few months was a torture for me...i admit tat...his tins reali bothered me lotz..n tat shows ive got felings for him..but....tins juz dun seems rite...when i noe he's accepted by navy...i felt upset..but when we were too close..i felt werid
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kor n mei....tat's wat he always wanna maintian... during the past few yrs...i guess i still like the feeling of being protected ba.....which ger dun like lei?

hey hey veri veri long nv post le ba....the whole week was busying wif my sc exams...hmm everytin was fine...yea all fine..all the sc i noe how to do juz tat some quite hard ba..but ive tried my best...so i hope everytin will be fine...den as for my bio...sort of upset...cuz i was sick ytd!!! den reali affect a lot..when i tried to tink..my whole head nearly cracked into two....but reali thx God tat he kept pushi ng me...didnt let me fall off...i completed the whole exam..n found tat unfortunately i made one careless mistake...veri upset but nvm its over le aniway..juz noe tat everytin will be fine..^-*at least God followed me thruout the exam...the whole week was like sc week...i dun noe how "well" ive done...juz hope for the best for all my frenz n me..cuz all of us had done our best le ^-*
overall this whole prelim was a torture to me..25% is becuz of the subs....75% is becuz of my place!!!! so stupid sia..my seat is at the third one..becuz of tat on top of me is a gigantic fan..maybe tats gd cuz veri cooling..yea tats gd when the dae is hot..but raining?? cooling?? haiz den suffer lor....reali veri veri damn cold..cold till cant tahan..den first week of my exam...i got a few flu daes..but reali thx God tat it didnt became worse..onli on the sec week of exam...on thurs..the flu was terrible..immediately..i got flu aches..reali veri painful..n the nxt dae i woke up..which is ytd..i got fever...headaches n flu..reali veri painful....its reali God's blessing cuz even though afterall i fell ill..but if not for God's grace i might fell ill on the first week n the rest of my subs results will have to suffer le...den as for the sub..i gues the worst one is SS ba..haha reali veri scarie...even though i studied "2" chaps onli..but reali thx God tat one of it came out..n so tat was fine..rest of the subs was okie...sc n bio was fine but quite stressful cuz i had quite a high expectation of myself ba..nw fall nvm..o lvl dun fall can le...will work even harder..aniway tat's the last one le bu shi ma?
TaKe CaRe EvErYoNe ^-* @-@ ^-"

hey hey haha didnt blog for a few daes? i aso dunno when i last blog le..hmmmm fri was the last paper for the week....nxt week still got a few series of paper going on.....mostly sc n bio i guess....quite okie la...but on fri i reali celebrate..haha reali relac still veri shuang...tink its time to rest if not ar.haha veri xin ku..aniway wake up you shi yi tiao hao han haha....so todae was like studied lotz i guess..but gonna work even harder...jia you jia you..haha to my frenz too..this prelim is quite a long exam..2 weeks...for me belinda n pat its sort of 3weeks cuz the third week got bio practical..but !!!! hu cares haha 2 weeks aso nan bu dao wo men de...so we conitnue jia you okie? haha juz do the best of best..wateva results we got...is GOd's plan...once we work hard..we can account for ourselves....haha no matter o lvls reali veri near le....all the best n take care...
ytd went causeway to buy clothes..haha cuz my father bdae..a little weird hor? hahabut seriosuly ytd was fun cuz i bought 2 shirts n one belt..rewarding myself wif these..hha the present i giving my dad is my resulots ba...hope tat wun disappoint me n him...my myum bought alcohol for me ytd..haah the same old one i drank be4 wif my frenz..nice one haha soo suprisingly she sae: if u wanna try anitin tell me i buy for u.. haha so shock by her words..den i sae : okie nxt time i wan 40% de alcohol drink..den she sae :okie cuz if u faint at least im there..haha soo cute man my lao ma...guess is she wan me to judge for myself wat type i can drink wat type i cant n how often i can drink ba...hmm aniway ytd was reali fun n thx qian for her "rest well" words haha...

hmmm prelims r half way thru..everytin was fine due to God's grace...all the best to everyone...jia you jia you....

haha nxt is us le wor..haha belinda lian n me

derrick haha soo cute lei..haha he go NS le..but still as cute as ever....
me n qian haha towards indoor stadium....go c derrick...JJ n the rest la haha of cuz..jason aso veri nice...actuali all veri nice la..JJ RaWkS!!!!

nice candle light wor haha at angela hse de..veri long le i guess.....

haha changed my com the cursor to derrick the cartoon haha...soo cute..ytd was a nice dae...celebrate chi ko bu bdae...she was veri happy..n we too....c her happy we aso veri happy for her...watched twins effect part 2...damn nice n funny..haha thx to pat for lending her our hse...den erm yea veri nice dae todae...bought li jun jie CD...haiz ytd derrick go NS le..haha gonna miz him lotz...okie la juz tat ba..aniway prelims is nxt week n my comine humanities..haha dunno lei..jia you lor..haha all the best to everyone...

haha of cuz i aso wun forget my lao po n angela....
lao po..thx for being always there...sometimes we might be unhappy wif each other n feel upset wif each other..but thx God tat everytin will always be fine..dun worry anitin...let God worry..juz study hard n do well in ur Os...u can de okie...if u dun give up...everytin will be fine
n erm angela...jia you aso...even though last min revision might seems okie..but its always better to study early..maybe u might forget veri easily..but if u keep on revision everydae without fail..u wun forget de...
JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!!!

hmmm here it goes...this mother lei...take care of this child for mani yrs..he last time veri naughty..but this mother take care n teach him till veri gd...but nw..he grow up le..got wings le lor...do mani tins tat hurt this mother...den this sister lei..cant do anitin...he should fall down...the sis like tat tink..is it wrong???? haiz...he should learn ba..a clever guy like him should noe his limits...but the worst tin bout him...is he too kind hearted...he wun noe the dangers of this world..he maybe a veri clever person..but sae personality of a person..he wil always b the last to c the true colours of someone

hmmm i guess i ytd nv online ba...cuz im not feeling tat well...sick wor..haha but still continue to study..haiz...i guess tat's wat life is bout ba..for a student...juz study lor....nobody likes..but can choose ma??i guess the best for all students r....1) no exams 2)no sch for 3 months or more 3) have fun for 8 months
haha which means...no studies!!!! for the whole yr..haha but its impossilbe yea...haha i guess the most maybe will happen choice is no. 1 hha no exams....
didnt went to sch for lesson ytd cuz not feeling well...but i nv slack...instead work even harder...looking back...i reali thx God for every single tin he did in my yrs of schooling..i maybe complacent at times...i might fall back...but he was behind reminding myself to go on...so tat i can turn back n be happy wif wateva results i got becuz the journey is worthwhile...this few yrs...i hate to feel regretful so i kept on pushing myself...sometimes i regret..but onli sometimes haha...most of the time...im happy...cuz i c God's work...n the energy to go on...
prelims r nxt week....revision quite okie la i tink...juz tat social studies might suffer...haah dunno y juz got this feeling....
tml we gonna celebrate chi ko bu bdae...hope tat she will be happy..chi ko bu..u r not alone okie...haa we gd frenz wun leave u alone de...n erm all the best for six _ties...xam coming le we jia you okie
to bu qian...dun always be cinderalla haha i noe u put in a lot of efforts in ur studies...juz jia you k>??? everytin will be fine...how much u put in..how much u will harvst...
dua zi jin....haha nth to sae to u lei haha juz jia you okie
ti ko tan...dun always sae stress relax n do ur best....
kia si lang haha all the best for all ur sub..chinese over le...n u did great...juz jia you on the rest..u can de...
haha although i noe i always like tat write...six _ties onli maybe to bu qian will c...but i still pray for the veri best for them....JIA YOU !!!!

hmmm this few daes was quite okie i guess...juz tat some times lei..tins juz freak me out...haiz dunno y lei...he called me ytd i guess...n i wasnt feeling tat well so didnt quite tok to him..he didnt notice it i guess....juz tat....haiz dunno lor...wat's he doing lei???? wat he wan me or expect me to do lei???? he exam i dun have ma??? haiz all guys r selfish....the first one was like tat...sec one aso like tat....wat exactly does he wan?? guess i cant reali understand him ba...or juz tat tins changes n as daes goes by..stress pile up so its natural tat i cant stand his way of doing tins...in the past i hope he could let me go so i wun get hurt sooooo painfully..but i guess..nw i hope he could let me go...so tat i wun be so stress by his presence......

ytd one whole dae i was at home..studying veri hard..den went to sch for skit n staying overnite...met hua n angele hu went ikea before hand...n they bought me the candle tin haha sooo happy thx gers..den everytin was fine n the skit went well..luffer lasted quite long....xin ku le pple..u all did a great job !!!!
this part was veri gd until sometin bad happen n the 3 of us were soooo angry tat we left the sch rite in the morning....(sry nydia we left without lettting u noe)..cuz we tink....since we r sooo "unwanted"..fine we'll juz go n nobody will noe aniway.....this is reali the veri first time im soooo angry...i guess they aso wun need our help le la hor..so forget it lor




no matter wat...on tat particular nite..u made us feet tat we r like unwanted trash

i nv BLUFF u....wat the....


change a new music....derrick!!!! haah luv him lotz....

hey hey haah ytd was a veri damn super fun dae!!!! haha went to indoor stadium for the project super star show..sooo cool!!!!! haha reali shock tat my mum actuali allow...at first lei we met at smb den we took the train to kallang..den we took bus to the stadium...den after tat when we reach our destination n when to the red carpet wait wait n wait..onli got 12 pple frm each fan club could be there actuali de but dunno y haha okie den nvm...waited there den lotz of funny tins happen..reali is funny enuff lor...haha den when the first car came..derrick!!!!!!! haah he was in the first car..guess he got ready faster ba haha tgt wif him were wendy william n sandra i guess haha i juz noe i saw them n the 5 judges who were soooo damn cool haha aso saw wei chong li jun xin hui jun yang candyence silver darryl chanel den got one veri skinny de forgot the name haah den still got jason suki leon haha reali cool man!!!!! all were soooooo pretty n handsome haha reali veri happy can c them...den aso on the way we saw bai wei xiu n shen qing san haha dunno how to spell la haha didnt get to c all the superstar cuz we need to collect the tickets...den when we enter we sat quite in front reali veri shook!!!!! haha den we reali enjoyed the show n it was reali damn high tat we didnt care bout ani tin we juz scream like nobody's business....haha den thee best part is...i got to c derrick!!!!! he reaali veri suai ar!!!! cute n small in size!!!! haah sooo happy den when i saw jason i was shock tooo...his whole image was veri veri veri bright n his smile was veri sincere n real....when i saw him he was like standing out among the rest cuz he reali got the "shine" look haha...den when he was performing..he made an effort to wave to us..reali happy n touch...though onli to one person he aso wave soooo nice...den the most important part...JJ !!!!!!!!! haha he was soooooo coool n his song was soooooo nice haha gonna buy his album..reali luv him lotz!!!!!den after the whole "high" event we went to the bridge at water front..it was veri romatic...haha nice place...den we did veri stupid tins but reali fun n enjoyable...thx frenz for the fun...n thx qian for the encouragement...haha u nv fail ur duty as a fren...cuz u always keep me soooo happy ^-*

this few daes tins seems to be better ba..but can sense the stress heart in everyone including myself...its normal de ba i guess...but no matter still have to learn how to handle everytin...hmmm wat to sae lei...todae going to indoor stadium for??? haha dun tell go guess lor haha..reali veri excited....
haha to bu qian haha sry i juz wanna make fun of u using haha tat name..aniway okie la nxt time wun le...can understand u..dun worry ^-*

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

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. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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