Wednesday, December 14, 2005

continue frm ytd.....i felt so ashamed when i qn God this way....He was so real in my life....i tried to persuade others to believe in him....but i cant even believe in him at times of trouble...wat's happening to me!!!!i asked myself to believe..have faith..but nth seems to be right...every morning i hate to wake up...cuz i noe i have to go to work..i cant give tat job up...wat jin they all sae r rite..the pay is gd..n tat's wat i need the most nw..so i cant give it up...the stress m fear in me rises everydae...i wanna slp foreva so i need not work need not do this tink tat bla bla bla...i did not grow spiritually...felt so lost...have to give up sat OT time...which is actuali a veri hard tin to decide..i can earn quite lotz during sat n sun..of cuz sun i wun work..definately i wun...sat was a gd time...i can work all sat till sch reopen..cuz got GB stuff n so on...but i gave it up for recruitment...my heart aches...of cuz...but suddenly i heard sometin : be contented wif wateva is given to u..cuz God noes how much u need....n he will provide u..cuz he's our provider...instantly i was like : hey y will i tink tat way??? y will i be sad cuz of lesser $$???life for me was bad..real bad...fear lotz of tins...this is not me....i even go to the extend of tinking of quiting the job...but my frenz persuaded me n i guess..i wun give it up...nope!i guess i need to use sat n sun..to refomat my brain....my goals..my life ...my walk wif God...n other tins...juz cant continue like tat....its too bad le...

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Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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