Thursday, February 09, 2006

so fan this few daes..me n him..veri gd..he treat me veri well...better den last time de lor...den erm my mum was okie wif it.. so can guang ming zhen da lor..tml taking results veri jin zhang ba...den erm he bought me a hello kitty bracelet n ring..like it lotz..but heartache his $$ for him...this few daes pepper lunch was crazy...the schedule n everytin...so stupid...anger a lot of peeps...reali lor...den haiz dunno la..todae gonna be hard time for us...wasnt feeling gd lately...hua was down...me too was down wif lotz of tins...den reali dunno how lor...i hate the feeling of growing up...y muz we grow up??? move on?? n lose frenz tat we cherish lotz???pepper lunch was once a place which i ahte lotz..no meaning i thought...but frenz r the tins tat held me back..frenz ...the feeling of working tgt serving tgt tire tgt luff tgt n craze tgt ...but nw...tins r moving on..the feeling is gonna lose soon...i didnt wanna go cuz i miss my pa...lotz of tins im gonna miss..but can anione tell me..without the frenz...wat is the meanin of staying there ???its juz an empty nut...without anitin...first is zhen yu ...den hu's nxt??? i cant control anitin but i reali sad n hurt by those decsion of theirs...den nxt is life after os...taking result going poly..new life new place..im lost again...new frenz bla bla bla..i once thought tat if i go poly i wil be happy cuz i can start everytin again..but nw i dun wan.i wanna remain...but i can control i ahve to grow up....but im scare..fear lotz of tins...wat m i going to do??when can i change this thought of mine?? when can i reali grow up n not fear animore??when can i be independent!!!!

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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