Saturday, February 04, 2006
i finali got it!!!! the dae when i went pepper lunch n
pa cooked an egg for me..tat's becuz tat dae is his bdae..he once told me he hope to cook sometin on his bdae for us to eat...n he did...but i onli got to noe his bdae frm jess this few daes...finali ba..but didnt get to buy him anitin....he was veri sad n worried by my illness..sry
pa..i will take gd care of myself de...
pa didnt like him at all..i noe...i aso dunno wat to do..even if i insisted on my ways..he will not object..but he will be veri sad n woried tat i will get hurt...can i trust
u?? trust tat
u will not let me get hurt??? so tat
pa will not get worried bout me??n tat i can tell him confidently tat
u can bring happiness to me...can???
i trust him too much le..juz becuz i choose to give him freedom n trust...eventually tins turned out bad..im too innoncent to believe tat he still luvs me on the dae he walked away frm me...sry i cant reali trust u...its not ur fault...but i juz hate myself....dun wanna make the wrong choice again...u understand ma???
&i'ld stand by you}
{9:16 PM,â¥}
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