Friday, March 31, 2006

okie after my jacket n bk..nxt is my new hp..bought it not long ago...tat time went to enrolment...special thx to angela she pei wor go if not haiz...aniway the whole tin juz freak me out...seriously if im able to overcome it wif God's strength...i will be proud of my results...jia you enci!..
he went to camp le..4 daes 3 nitez..gosh torture man!...i felt super bad..i lost the ring again..twice le..bu shi gu yi de...juz..bu xiao xin..work opening ma...den he go le..no mood...the whole dae like kept having injury...den lost the ring...im too careless le...he will be..i dunno lor..
work n everytin was fine..juz wanna sae..i wil reali miss those once innocent daes...



[wat does it mean...to lose the ring..tat u once wore it on my finger...the veri first time i lose it...]

okie pals so all im gonna sae is ytd i bought lotz of tins..haha to me la...its a wondeful dae wif hua again...tat's gd cuz we veri long nv go out tgt le..haha but she's stuck wif me going arnd orchard to buy my tins...sry bout tat :p....i bought a adidas jacket tat i luv lotz..its lime green in colour...like it cuz of its colour ...veri nice....aim it for ages le...decided to wait for a while den buy cuz i not sure whether i should buy anot...in the end God let me buy cuz when i go buy its the last piece n its still there!!!! haha ...den bought aso a bk frm kinokuniya...shanghai baby ...nice bk...aim it when i went to kinokuniya tat dae wif pa n yee kiat...haha so i bought it ytd.den after tat actuali wanna buy belt de..cuz my skirt is far too loose le so have to buy a tighter belt to hold it cuz my gio belt cant hold it well hha...but cant find one which touch me haha...none looks nice to me...haiz so no choice...not buying first until i found a nice one! hmph ! haha...aniway ytd was juz a veri nice n wonderful dae....den after all the buying me n hua rush back haah cuz gonna catch a movie wif him...so have to rush back..ke lian hua again have to rush here n there wif me...haah...watch the date movie wif him..wat a stupid show i should sae...veri boring...its veri funny i admit but no meaning de lor..actuali wanna watch dorm but cant make it in time so no choice have to watch the date movie..haiz haha but nvm la aniway ytd i was veri veri happy .... thx for those hu pei wor ytd...special thx to hua haha...okie la gonna go le...guess im buying a new phone soon...yesh !

hmmm haha kinda long nv blog again....this few daes okie la nth much to sae..juz tat haha the restaurant is going dunno wat...bois out at cashier!!! can u imagine!!! dunno when its the gers turn to go into the kitchen...haha kinda long for it..
bought a new set of clothing...a mickey mouse skirt n a pink panter shirt...luv it...n aso a new pair of slippers which i reali need it veri much...
unknowingly...ive worked there for 3 months le haha....wanna work longer de wif all my frenz...but haiz guess we gonna part??? i aso dunno...aniway tins r definately going to change...enrolment nobody go wif me :( im the onli one which is on 27 mar!!! how can...going back on speech dae to get 2 awards....kinda sian 1/2...kinda cant imagine myself all alone in sch of life sc haha...true frenz r hard to find wor...
went out wif him ytd....veri fun cuz we veri long nv go out tgt le...but it will be perfect if he didnt force me to eat the carrots n immature corns...haiz juz hate those but he force me to eat...den after tat go work..guess im not going to jia jia scold yee kiat again le..its like shocking him out f his life..haha...

hmmm kinda long nv blog le...last few daes went to camp..it was haha okie la dun wish to sae le...den erm everytin was fine...still dun have time to meet out to celebrate lian n qian de bdae...
qian ar qian..we face the same prob..time to grow up le !!!! its veri difficult...i noe cuz everybody is stuggling bout this...but i believe wif the strength of God...we will make it thru de..so we work hard tgt k???
pa ar pa..sry ytd forgot to call u...haiz veri long nv c him le..dunno how's he doing..fine ma??? got sick?? haiz....muz take care ar...
toddae was kinda freak out....i ask my mum when is the com gona go to my room..which is my bro com..i was kinda upset in the first place cuz i gonna use my bro's old com for my new poly yr....y he can have new stuffs but i cant!!! den okie forget it got com better den nth....im not getting a laptop i tink..cuz m neighbour go tell my mum its not necessary...gosh...okie so back to topic...my mum sae...the com will be moved nxt yr march!!!! cuz my bro last yr got lotz of projects so need the com....wat the!!!! i was so damn upset...den i how??? first yr no need to use lor....den still muz wait till march nxt yr when my bro's project all these ends...i noe my parents juz wana let my bro an xin complete his last yr...but i juz dun understand..den when i need to use lei??? go to living room use tat one??? gosh ....use tat one i dao bu ru go library use their com....kinda get reali upset n all i can sae is...okie lor..i muz honour them wat...forget it lor...dun even have the mood to study nw..
juz finished my piano exam last sat...n guess wat...i forgot to bring my pencil case along...den no choice go borrow frm my fren...haiz...this few weeks...tons n tons of work..dun have time for lotz of tins...not even time for myself...stress by piano exam...GB...work place...but wat??? nobody understands me..they juz sae : disappointed.... forget it...tat's wat i will sae....
settled wif my medical checkup n online enrolment...my enrolment dae is on 22 march if im not wrong...tat time last sat my dad bought me a fossil watch..luv it lotz...nxt will be my adidas jacket...n my table will come todae...juz the com which is lacking...
eventually i still thannk God for making my daes so smooth sailing..i guess its my mentality towards tins muz change

kinda freak out by wat's happening n wat's gonna happen in the weeks to come or had alrdy came....al the best to me...


[u r no longer hu u r....is wat i heard in the nite]

haha so nw im floding my web wif kitty haha

last but not least..a couple haha'

pencil
stickers
cups

bedsheets bedsheets
o gosh aint they gorgeous haha

wallet
ice maker
hp chain
mouse
keyboard

iron
digital cam!!!
CD player again

n guess wat.....USB !!!!! o no !!!!!

oh no hello kitty karoke set CD player
tv
n disc man!!!

hankechief haha

hello kitty wallet bedroom slippers!!! cushion

okie so nw i change my music again..haha change to tong en -- ben lai....again i luv this song damn lotz..veri meaningful n touching.. juz luv it..no other meaning wor...


gosh..i dun dare to c my phone bill :p..surely get scolding again de...

till nw i guess u still duno the true reasons for me dropping those tears on tat dae when im sick...i admit partly is becuz of the whole illness tat reali bothers me n make me so unwell...but dun u noe tat the main reason is becuz of how much dun care u r???tat particular dae u were so lost tat u chose not to bother bout me...n i was all alone holding onto my illness n there's nth i can do..no panadols for me cuz im allergy to it...nth for me...not even a concern frm u...
as daes goes by...u've finali grown up...i should sae??? at least u care for me more n u make me eventually feel tat...u r not the other him...we were happy tgt....reali i guess??? im happy wif u...but on tat dae when both of us quarrel....i was shock..we had a small tiff which i feel tat its unavoidable..we should had tat quarrel long time ago..i onli wan u to change sometin tat is reali bad for u m i wrong???i can let this matter of this time..but trust me..for the sec time i wun let it off le...boi i care for u tat's y i bother....i dun wan u to regret...tat mistake is reali a bad one...reali pray for God's strength...tat he can change n tat he can be one of us...in the body of christ...God..bless me wif the courage n wisdom..i need those....

gosh i was sooo shock tat i hadnt been posting my blog for soo mani daes !!!! hha reali ccant find the time to...hmm so wat can i sae lei..mani mani tins happen these few daes of cuz...reali lotz..but till nw i still wanna sae..hey frenz!!!! i still miss u guys...but as for u guys...still miss me ma??? i duno ba...juz wanna sae...everytime when i go back sch be it for GB or for ani speech dae rehearsal...as i pass along the corridoor...the canteen n every where of the sch..i had a terrible feeling in my heart..cuz the times when we studied tgt...stress tgt...n high tgt..it can nv come back le..so all i can do is to keep everytin in my heart n lock all these happy memories in my mind foreva...kinda hard to contact each other cuz everyone's working....r u all still holding onto the frenship tat we once had tightly like i do????
juz gotten back the posting results..yup i went to sp biomedical sc..its kinda strange..im happy cuz i got into a place tat's for me..but...no one was wif me..im alll alone...juz noe tat no matter wat i gonna grow up..i muz..n every step i take...pa will always be wif me..kinda felt lonely...but its okie cuz i noe tat i will nv be alone..cuz God is wif me..my rock n refuge...who will nv move away even though the world come into an end....three cheers for tat....
pa reali touched me lotz..there was once he had a straight 3 daes off n i had not seen him for 3 daes!!! gosh reali miss him like dunno wat lor..den on the 3rd dae he msg me....saying how much he luv n miss me....felt so protected by him...eventually he called me n we had a chat....felt veri sad for him for all tat had happened to him...y is it so unfair to him??? y!!! but eventually i juz sae....i will be happy for wateva decision he make in the end cuz i noe he has got big plans for himself...so i will support him till the end...juz aso wanna let him noe...tat i will keep my promise...i wun take instant noodles as my main meal again...n tat i will grow up to be a lady of gd character n take gd care of myself...luv u lotz pa

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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