Sunday, April 30, 2006

me n mum quarel again ytd...wat the..i noe she cares for me..i noe she has got her reasons...but can i noe sometin...y is it tat she nv tink frm my point of view??? y is it tat she nv bothers to go n understand y i did certain tins???instead she juz scold..blames..im too stress n tire frm my studies...my piano....me n him...i need a brk...all i wan is her to comfort me n give me strength...not continuously bark at me for coming home late ...i hate to stay at home ..cuz when im at home..i will rrmb all the tins i need to study..[wat's wrong wif me?? its onli the beginning n im soo stress alr.....i wan to get into a uni...dun u get it??i force myself to study n force my way thru...tat's y im tire]...if she were there to comfort..i wun be like tat ....i wun dread bout going home...i dread bout going home every nw n den cuz i noe when i go home there wun be anione who will hold me n cheer me up..[but when im outside ive him...he holds me n cheers me up...my frenz making me foreva hapy..]i dun wan anitin....i juz wan her comfort...but all she noes is tat im being disobedient n stubborn..always tinking im not i fault...i noe by going home late is my fault..i noe my body is weak so i need enuff slp..all these i noe..but i reali need a brk..juz a moment of rest frm my fast paced life...if she doesnt wan me to have a brk..den she should be there to comfort me ... talk to me like before...juz like the time when im having my o lvls...teach me pals..am i being unreasonable??? ive always trying to be obedient n trying my best not to brk her heart cuz i noe my bro did..but when i reali need her she onli scold me.. trust me pals.i promise i will nv quarrel wif her again..cuz every attempt of quarelling is me hoping tat she could understand me n care for me.but since all these atttempts didnt work den forget it..i wun bother to let her understand me animore..im juz myself..i willbe her "gd ger" n foreva i will be...
canu imagine??? i cried to slp ytd

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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