Tuesday, April 11, 2006
hmmm so wat can i sae??? basically i went thru a lot this few daes...i onli worked 2 days or 3 rather last week...n michael was veri guilty of tat...did i sae tat be4?? haah erm have i mentioned tat be4??? aniway i bought a new shorts n new shirt...4 pairs of ear ring tat ive been searching for ages,...tat's all?? haha have i sae tat be4???
aniway on mon i went for orientation..veri scare reali..cuz alone...but hu noes?? God is reali veri gd..he provided me wif a veri gd fren.her name is cheryl....she has got a character exactly like me...haha veri crappy veri blur veri bad sense of direction kinda bad sense of timing n our freq is veri much alike..so we click reali veri well on the veri first dae...didnt noe tat juz by shifting my place i will get to noe this wonderful person..God reali plan it real well..if i didnt change my place i will nv get to noe her...i trust tat this is a fren god has given me...ever since wat hapened to me be4 all i can sae is..i kinda dun dare to trust anione..onli some...so ive been praying real hard tat God will provide me wif a fren tat i can reali trust .... i have faith in Him tat she is the one...we promised to be real close sister n i truely believe tat all these promises will nv be broken...
went to work todae....opening...met him veri early cuz he needs to go sch early...
pa sae tat it was veri nice of me to pei him like tat...n hopes tat he noes wat is the reason for me to do all these....will he noe ma??? will he noe tat this whole week i will be veri busy n im gonna miss him like hell??? will he aso miss me??? juz tat little??? will he ever noe tat when sch reopens im so afraid tat i will be unable to cope?? so much so tat i will choose to give up wat im holding onto??? pls...boi..i dun wanna give up..show me...juz show me a little.. tat this whole relationship is worth it for me to hold onto ,no matter wat difficulties im facing..
&i'ld stand by you}
{8:36 PM,â¥}
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