Thursday, May 11, 2006

tried to put a song in but failed eventually...a pile of unknown words appeared instead...
aniway my life this feel daes reali sux....duno wat's happening to me...ya they were right..there's sometin wrong wif my life..ive noticed it long ago too..but till nw i still cant accept this truth..come on...reali i cant...my life will be better...once i sort everytin out...my studies my family my relationship wif everybody...so pls dun make me make ani decision ani more...gona have kinda lotz of test nxt week on?? jia you my frenz!!!!

boi...i dunno wat to do..can u teach me??? all i wan is u to be there for me..but its like..u r busy..veri busy..i nv wanna blame u..sry if my tone seems wrong...i juz wanna let u noe how much i miss u during those daes u r unable to be there for me...i got angry in the beginning cuz when i reali wan to make a decision ....u make me feel tat afterall u r not tat worthy at all...i dun wanna make a wrong move..i reali dun wan...i got bad experience i reali got..tat's y i fear a lot...wat if i gave everytin up n in the end everytin did not turn out as gd as i wan???den when u noe it u promised me u will learn..okie den im fine..im willing to help....sec time i got angry...cuz u reali dun have time for me...n im aso worried for u...ur health..how r u ging to cope..pepper lunch n ur father's side...u r not metal boi...u need rest...but u didnt...u kept on working..even my mum could c ur tireness....maybe u might not have noticed..the last time u accompany me out was last mon...come on...last mon boi....i admit i shouldnt fuss up but i juz...i juz wan accompany...the tin is i cant blame u cuz its not ur fault..den can i ask....y izit tat u n him the same?? tins happened n i cant blame at all...not at all...okie den forget it..todae i hate to let u go....cuz i finli can c u...i wanna go all the way to orchard is not becuz i wanna pass my tins to pa personally but becuz i wanna spend time wif u...short short de aso can...i got angry again is cuz i reali dun wanna c u go to work.....i wann u to be there....

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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