Thursday, June 15, 2006
hmmm finali back frm church camp...its was fun ma??? gosh i still cant forget the houseflies arnd, yellow water , outdoor bathing n lastly the foreva similar food for all the meals...but overall i guess all these r not important...most importantly is how ive experience God thru this camp..i admit during the sec n third msg i totallly went blank...but for the first one i was totally awake...i listened to everytin n i was upset...i dunno wat im tinking n wat i wan..i still need time..like wat von sae..onli when i feel tat im reali ready n commited to give up wat im supposed to give up.den i will get baptism..if not..sry...i can onli sae im not ready....the best tin bout the camp iguess is the pool day when we played in the swimming pool.... the cheerleading stuff n everytin..haah..von we can do it de...we muz be determine ya????we muz try first..if we reali fail den nvm cuz its God's will..but anitin be4 tat we cannot give up..no matter how hard it is to make cheerleading perfect int he gers..we muz try...
todae i was reali shock n touched...i hate to spend his $$$ i reali hate..okie pals guess wat...he bought me the converse shoe i liked not the colour but the same pattern cuz dun have my size...den 2 hello kitty stuf to stick on my phone...i was reali happpy n upset cuz i noe how hard he had worked for his tat amount of $$$... he saw tat i liked those when we're shoping n he juz bought me those...i was real happy..when i saw how reluctantly n unwilling he was when it comes to buying his own tins..i nearly wanna cry...y boi?? y u rather buy my tins n spend on me...but on urself u r unwilling to do tat?? i admit if i were u i will do the same tin..but boi do u noe i reali heartache a lot..i reali veri heartache..boi i wanna let u noe...at ur times of darkness n tireness...if u r willing..juz reahc out ur phone cuz i will always be there waiting quietly for u....
[i love u n ive always do
i will nv leave u nor forsake u
i will juz wait quietly
till the dae u rmb
tat there is still a me]
i will always be there boi i promise....
im happy boi...we went out todae..no more buying of tins ya?? we save $$ tgt..dun be upset when u cant buy ur tins..rmb ive always sae..u still got me..
okie so my plan is : im buying shirt for him...shoe have to wait ar..suddenly take out so much $$ my mum will kill me esp when my bank book is wif my mum n so is my posb card...
&i'ld stand by you}
{9:30 PM,â¥}
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