Friday, June 23, 2006

okie so here i m writting bout wat's happening to this world which seems to rotate in an opp direction...


went to chalet on thurs!!! yesh it veri fun !!! happy sia cuz wif pepper lunch stafff n its reali veri nice....kinda give lao da a big bye bye n hua n jing han their bdae celebration..firstly in the morning i meet him to go to yi jie hse to marinate chicken etc....he was veri late n i was veri tire cuz i worked 9.5 hrs the previous dae so im reali veri tire..okie den when we met we booked a taxi n went to yi jie hse..was reali sry to him cuz my hand reali no strength to carry the tins so he veri xin ku...den erm after marinate chicken n buy all the tins..we went to the chalet le...den erm we slept n waited till darling n the rest come..we played pool la etc den erm went a lot of place la..after tat at nite we got BBQ it was veri fun n nice..mani ppl came n slowly more n more ppl was in the chalet..at nite it was real happy...we played a lot n they bouight absolute vodka...i was kinda upset on wat ive done..its wrong i noe..im sry..but i reali had fun...the vodka n heinken previously made me real ***....all i rmb was tat i was veri super giddy n high..i was veri worried for jing han tat i refused to slp..he was veri upset cuz he noe i veri xinku..all i rmb was tat i was crying too ger when u cried..u noe how much it hurts to c u feeling so terrible inside???n when i cried he was at lost he dunno wat to do..




boi i was touched ytd..even though im *** ....but i kinda still noe wat's happenign arnd...i can feel ur presence n hug..when i veri xin ku u hugged me n pat me to slp....u begged me n slp n leave jing han alone..sry i didnt listen to u cuz im reali veri worried...n u were veri worried for me i noe.,.u refuse to slp unless im aslp...i kept going to toliet n u held me tight to prevent me frm falling..whenever i turnand fiddgy u will hold me even tighter n pat me more gentler hoping i can go to slp ...i veri xin ku veri giddy n u were there stil holding me n putting feng you on my head...when i cried i dunno anitin but i heard u sae : u dun like tat u like tat i veri heartache u noe....boi im sry i noe u hate to let me drink vodka n beer but u still let me drink cuz i reali wana have it..n in the end u didnt slp the whole nite cuz i cant reali slp due to the giddness...im reali touched when i sense ur presence...even though u r lost n u dunno wat to do u didnt give up but u continue to hug n hold me tight...i feel ur luv..im hurt too boi when i c u so lost...but at tat point of time i juz dunno..i dunno whether i should pay more attention to jing han or myself..


jinghan i juz wanna let u noe no matter wat happens to ur world..u still got frenz arnd..u can choose not to tell us how sad u r...but juz hope tat u can let us be there for u ...juz wanna let u noe when u need someone juz give me a call..i will get to u asap...


darling nico pls wake up n get urself straight...do u noe how worried i m todae !!!!

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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