Wednesday, July 19, 2006

well im in need of $$... im reali ya.. hha .. have been spending too much???? well ijuz wanna get some tins for myself.... woman's way of destress.. gd for economic growth but bad for pocket...my face is kinda getting worst... gosh aunt shirlyn will kill me if she c me this week.... haiz... my health is failing me.. my eyes r getting swollen everydae... im having breathing diff...my gastric is failing me... my wisdom tooth might be growing out.. my big ulcer 3 in 1 phew.... finali gonna heal... doesnt hurt tat much le.. the hole is on the process of mending.. mum wans me to pay some for my facial.. well i agreed cuz ya i should... i noe they r reali trying veri hard to give me all i need... my health n face... they cant afford but they kept going on... its my health its my face so im aso partially responsible for it... so gonna help mum pay half of it...till nw i noe tat my mum is veri disappointed wif my piano... i nv once disappoint them in my areas of work... onli in my behavior.... but nw i did..but nvm no more disappointment ya??? gonna work real hard wif my life.... juggling well wif every expects in my life...


well pals... pray for me.... everytin wasnt gd for me... i hate myself for disobeying God... cuz everydae he still blessed me as much as wat he did in the past... he did not create probs for me... but its myself... im not heeding his advice... so i kept falling into pit holes... but still he still make an effort to tell me : turn back n u will c me rite over here holding onto u.....gosh im bad rite??? everydae i sense him everydae i feel him... hu can be as forgiving as him??? frenz can u????

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

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