Saturday, July 01, 2006
my life is in a mess this few daes...mum has been telling me over n over again btw me n him..i dun wanna listen dun wanna hear...i dun wanna get hurt....wat is the world of mine turning into?? wat kinda life am i living??? is this the world???
veri sry to fang hui tat i didnt manage to go wif her todae...it wasnt planned...aunt shirlyn juz called suddenly n insist tat i muz go..n its alrdy thurs...so ther's no way i can change...
well i didnt my pay didnt increase so?? this is the world we're living in...everytin arnd me is disappointing me...including myself...look pals! i disappointing myself...wat more can i do??? im easily angered this few daes...i hate to tok ytd....tat's it
nic...where r u.... ur brotherly figure disappeared ... did i hurt u tat dae when u asked me to call u??do u noe i miss u alot??? do u noe how much i miss ur encourage n lame jokes???
darling nico.... i veri tire wor....
pa leave me alone ya??? i dun wan anibody to c this... i wanna solve everytin myself..this is my growing process n im not gonna fail it.. juz like i wun allow ani of my exams to fail...
jing han..im fine ya?? u're right everybody will be gd when they r happy...im trying to make myself happy...
&i'ld stand by you}
{10:24 AM,â¥}
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