Saturday, July 22, 2006

okie look im so damn blur...ive got 327 post in this blog.. can u imagine??? haha nvm aniway guys...ive got another blog going on.... www.inn0c3nt-luv.blogspot.com i will be posting over there... gonna give this blog a brk.... well ive been posting in here for like 1 yr plus???? haha brk time !!!! cya guys at the new blog ^-*

okie so ytd i didnt post anitin... maybe cuz of all the tins i needa do... well ytd i screwed everytin up... haiz no more qns... cuz all that r supposed to noe alrdy noe... well todae like gonna die like tat.. haha kinda freak out... gosh!!!

msg him ytd but didnt reali tok much...well too much worries r in my mind.... so ya..

thx nico aka darling... everytin will be fine ya???

hha gonna msg jing han later !!!!!

projects exam projects exam.. welll pals... trust me im gonna work real hard this time round... no mroe slacking...haha too happy go lucky aso not ggd...

okie nicholas.. stop ur "jokes" ya??? im rather pissed off ytd.. wel maybe to u.. u juz wanted sometin or wat??fun?? i dunno... but pls do rmb the fact tat u gave me up first... u didnt reali forget her so juz get away frm me... there r sometins i can give u... if im SINGLE..... if not.... den sry... N i hate it when ppl force me to do sometin i dun like...so dun ever try to force me...esp when u r nobody but juz a kor to me....in this world onli 5 person hu can force me to do tins... n they r... God , him , mum , adam n nico....

well im being bored..so i went to look at all my post again...
okie so here's my conclusion :

--- life was o sweet n peaceful in the past
well though tat time i reali dread bout o lvl n everytin.. but hey! wat's there to complain when frenz r always there esp six_ties???

--- i was stupid to have believe in u
i thought by trust ..tins will be gd.... onli den i noe how stupid i have been... u nv reali luv me be4.. if u did.. u wun do those tins u have done to me.... treat ur new ger well... she nv owe u anitin.... juz give her all tat u got.. but not all tat u gave me be4

---GB
its sometin which i enjoy going n luv... but nw... hu noes??maybe im no longer hu i m..

---my 16 yrs old period will always be the best
well mani tins happened when im 16.... ups n downs.. but so wat???? at least till nw i met someone whom i luv n cherish... n guess wat.. it happened when im 16.. so isnt 16 a sweet yr??? should sae sweet 16...

---miss those daes...
i miss those daes where i went for the award ceremony n got my leg cramped 3 times continuosly due to hrs of slow march wif GB 13th coy flag wif me... tat time was reali fun... new frenz r great...we crapped when we r rehearsing for the award ceremony.. when we held our coy flag we were like reali fooling arnd.... but the actual tin was cool haha....i miss those cheerleading performances n practices we've got.. its fun isnt it zephers???miss PBB camp.... miss RTC LTC LDC camp.. youth camp etc... haiz

well im in need of $$... im reali ya.. hha .. have been spending too much???? well ijuz wanna get some tins for myself.... woman's way of destress.. gd for economic growth but bad for pocket...my face is kinda getting worst... gosh aunt shirlyn will kill me if she c me this week.... haiz... my health is failing me.. my eyes r getting swollen everydae... im having breathing diff...my gastric is failing me... my wisdom tooth might be growing out.. my big ulcer 3 in 1 phew.... finali gonna heal... doesnt hurt tat much le.. the hole is on the process of mending.. mum wans me to pay some for my facial.. well i agreed cuz ya i should... i noe they r reali trying veri hard to give me all i need... my health n face... they cant afford but they kept going on... its my health its my face so im aso partially responsible for it... so gonna help mum pay half of it...till nw i noe tat my mum is veri disappointed wif my piano... i nv once disappoint them in my areas of work... onli in my behavior.... but nw i did..but nvm no more disappointment ya??? gonna work real hard wif my life.... juggling well wif every expects in my life...


well pals... pray for me.... everytin wasnt gd for me... i hate myself for disobeying God... cuz everydae he still blessed me as much as wat he did in the past... he did not create probs for me... but its myself... im not heeding his advice... so i kept falling into pit holes... but still he still make an effort to tell me : turn back n u will c me rite over here holding onto u.....gosh im bad rite??? everydae i sense him everydae i feel him... hu can be as forgiving as him??? frenz can u????

hmmm when did i stop???? okie aniway no matter wat gonna start all rite frm mon... mon was like.. tiring dae.. veri super tire... went home straight after sch... tue i had math test.. so i reali studied for my math okie!!!! haha super sian n tire.. it juz freak me out... numbers i meant... den erm tue had test.. the test was okie la... forget its past k!!! n erm okie i discover a wisdom tooth growing??? is it reali a wisdom tooth?? i dunno.... but i hope its not... i hope it grows straight even though it is a wisdom tooth... dun wanna go operate... dun wan!!!! den erm ya my tooth... got a nice name.. called xiao di... n tat hong hwee.. stop hitting my xiao di!!! den erm okie tue went out wif him... angela n shui fan.. we went to orchard... i bought 3 tops.. well im looking for real simple tops tat' s y i bought the 3 ... one frm surfbabe n the other 2 frm flesh imp..den erm ya wanna go buy a pair of slippers.. haha!!!den erm on wed which is todae... went to sch again.. as tire as ever.. den erm after sch got talk... might be taking cardiac.. veri scare n confuse..ya so tat's all... boring dae


all i wanna sae is thank God.. test on biochem was ccancelled....postpone to nxt week but nvm cancel for this week can le ..

its been a real long time ever since ive reali put in effort in math... well i juz dun like numbers...
c how happy i am !!!! haha.. wif him.. im always happy

okie n this is an overview of my "neat" table.....

saw von's blog... gosh she made the decision???? reali ma??? gosh.... i noe how i feel.. but i dunno wat to do....


[when the oceans rise n thunders roar
i will soar wif u above the storm
father u r king over the flood
i will be still n noe u r God]



nice song.. luv it...

hmmmm okie so sat i was working.... n be4 tat of cuz was packed fully wif meetings GB n everytin...den after work.. gosh my gastric is being bad again... was behind squatting down....kinda terrible i guess.. den waited for train la bla bla bla..he met me n send me home... well i reali got lotz of tins wanna sae.. wanna tell him....wanna tell him how much i miss him...etc...but my ulcer is like aching like dunno wat n im reali veri tire.. so didnt reali tok to him....den ya after tat went to slp....den nxt dae was sun... veri tire..didnt wanna wake up.. but no muz wake up !!!cant let laziness cause more disobedience..den ya went to church n guess wat!!!! i suddenly rmb i gonna share sometin!!!! so veri ke lian no paper.... but thx to lovelle haha she lend me her reciept n i wrote on it.. haha pathetic sia.... den erm ya von sae me so ke lian... after i wrote finish.. she sae : u wan paper??? i got.... haha i was like... o gosh paper!!!! haha though she sae it a bit later but hu cares???? as long as there is paper...its better late than nv rite??? haha den erm after service i was feeling terribly tire.. went home.. cooked my lunch.. n after finishing went to meet jing han for yi jie aka xiong ye's present.. bought him an esprit top... haha den erm passed to him den i go home le... super sry to jing han.. cuz i was reali super tire so i went off.. n erm tat dae i was veri active cuz im reali veri tire... thx to evelyn she let me work on fri frm nxt week onwards.... i noe she reali ned ppl on sat... but sry evelyn... my health is failing me....den erm went home ya had my dinner den pass yeok ling my GB belt.. okie guys my GB uni is falling apart.. no belt no cap no name tag... haha pathetic sia.. den erm at nite he came to my hse... we had real fun.... ya juz pure fun haha.. but suddenly my eyes swell up... kinda serious... until he gonna ask me to slp.... i didnt wan to... i wanna c him more.... but i needa slp... he was there... helping me wif my ulcer.... haha n erm... holding my hand....patting me to slp.. again i felt the care.. but no hugging... haha no choice at my hse ma... den erm ya i fell aslp n he went off...so todae everytin was fine.. but im super tire again... tml math test... thurs bio chem... he too got test tml.. all the best to the both of us... n my frenz ^-*tml no poi's practicAl.... yesh!!!! go buy champage later!!!


okie guys.. im gonna buy 2 new tops.... n maybe slipppers??? maybe more tops i guess... c first...i wannna get a guitar.. but my parents was rather... haiz

okie im super pissed of wif dr xu's notes.. its full of error i should sae... firstly the sentence structure is simply too special for me to understand... secondly it contains too mani unnecessary tins so mcuh tat i dunno wanna study anot.. n last but not least... is the spelling errors.. gosh.. okie basically i hate physic tat y cant blame.. i reali cant stand the module.. haiz...n erm ya... i tink im going med tech haha... i luv blood banking.. i luv DNA... but NO .. i repeat NO taking of my blood... i HATE NEEDLES ....


o ya o ya... not to forget... dr xu has got new vocabs... haiz i onli rmb one... okie im stopping this stupid jokes n everytin... bad sia.... gonna stop.. CONTROL !!!!
measure= medels


okie guess wat.. i bought 2 coco again.. n i alrdy got 3 cocos in my fridge nw.. haha how am i gonna finish???

hmm okie so did i post bout wed or tue?? nvm i start frm wed.... hmm wed was a torturing dae for me... veri tiring wor... went to sch ya for lesson at 830.... den erm after tat sch ends at 2... guess wat we got our class lunch n we ate mac... den we drag till like 1.15 and we r stil not in clas for our tutorial haha.. den erm when we went in.. guess wat.. im still munching my fries haha.. den erm ya after tutorial den went to lib wif hong hwee n liting n rest for mth cad practice.. no choice got math cad test on thurs which is todae.. den after tat me n hong hwee stayed back for wat lei.. for biochem data sheet n ya tat's it... but the com tin reali drag us lotz of time so its like..kinda late when we finished biocem data sheet ... hong hwee veri ke lian cuz she gonna reali crack her brain on the data sheet... sry to her... den erm actuali wanna go orchard de.. but reali cant make it... so it marks the 2nd dae of not seein him..den after reaching home reali veri tired so todae slack a little... den erm ya hong hwee called me to settle the biophysic... den erm ya tat's it.. den erm nxt dae meet him to sch . finali c him... den erm after sch we went for movie.. pirates of the carribean sea.. veri nice show.. the show system is veri gd at cathy haha.. but the ending was lame n haha reali lame la.. no ending...a niway the show is reali veri nice... we nearly had our hearts flying out... den after tat we went for dinner . meet him again den erm eat le walk walk den go home... all the bst to him again tml for his eng test...


guess im gonna live my life real well... yup sadness definately will appear... but i noe... tat this enci can overcome it de... no matter wat...

back tracked a little.. on sat went to three quarter mile camp meeting... n after tat was GB parade... den finali its work time..working at 6 as usual.... den erm ya tat daae was veri super fun.. pa was like singging old macdonald had a fun...n the rest was a e ya e ya o .. haha aint they cute??? haha... n erm ya sun went out wif six_ties n yupz... den on mon haha ya its sch... so damn super boring... but eventually met up wif jing han n him for some kinda dinner n some mini shopping...tue which was todae was a veri speacial dae to me... i thank God for making tins so wondeful for me...for the gd tins.. is tat my practical test was supposed to be an individual kinda tin.. but guess wat... by God's grace it was a pair work n onli the data was individual.... n ya.. tat's real gd... wat saddens me todae was CRS presentation.... the bad tin was.. i put in kinda lotz of effort.. bu the leacturer juz sae : ur infos r wrong... ya i admit its kinda sometin rather bad.. infos wrong.. but i reali didnt expect it to be wrong... it was taken frm the net n frm 2 diff website...maybe the gd tin bout the presentation are those she sae ba... no matter wat there r always gd n bad.. for me... i rather look at the gd... tat's life isnt it???

well the tins tat make my dae veri special was tat finali i noe wat's wrong wif me.. well i tink somebody ate up my conscience... n tat somebody is one other den me...ive been a kinda bad person these few daes.... unreasonalbe..easily angered bla bla bla.. well no matter wat.. since ive decided to fa fen tu qiang on my sch work..im aso gonna work on my character...cuz this isnt supposed to be enci.... enci shouldnt be like tat... nah nah nah....

hey hey.. haa went out wif six_ties todae!!!! its reali a veri hapy dae.... n everytin suddenly went back to the past.. we played n crap like little kids ..... hao kai xin ar!!!!! haha aniway reali miz them lotz so todae is reali a veri memorable dae.... played pool wof them n discover my skill improve...at least my ball dun fly haha...n after tat we went to have pepper lunch.... n ya we went back after tat.. miz ya guys.... qian we going k box nxt sun rite>???? haha dun forget wor.. haha

o ya i told fang hui tat dae tat i wanna fa fen tu qiang n study haha... actuali is not i dun wanna study is reali i dun have time... o i should sae i play too much le... nvm im changing k !!!so dun luff at me le fang hui!!!!

juz changed my blog music.. a veri nice song by cascada-- everytime we touch... hope tat this song truely show u how much u meant to me... all the best to ya test tml... dun disappoint me wor ^-* ( u should noe im toking bout u ba ???)

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
need you by my side '
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go want you in my life

Your arms are my castle
Your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times We've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
need you by my side '
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky
Cant you hear my heart beat slow I can't let you go
want you in my life


[ luv this song juz changed my blog music....]

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily. Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one. She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more. She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself. She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story. She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again. She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think. Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.



[ okie guess wat . this is wat i found from an email sent frm my dearest wwan lian to me haha.. hmmm its kinda true bout the whole description... or i should sae .. out of 10 marks... 9 marks of it is true...]

eNcI

Mood:for ever happy go lucky

looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.

will not get up set easily( if she does than its no small prob )

dun ask her to sit down quietly cuz its like killing her

will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.

a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.

often sae sometin which lets u tink whether u should hate of luv her

a free spirit and does not like to stay home.

likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.

will listen if she respect you.

likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

a no nonsense woman because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.

sees problems in her love life as another funny story.

screw tins up rather easily but nv allows tins to continue to fail clumsy and it is in her nature.

very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.

could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

a paranoid.

loves sports.

likes going straight and being straight forward.

will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something









.God,fReNz,hIm

.hElLo kItTy,h@pPy h$3,t@t+y b3@r

.family(will it be the same??)

.music,piano,guitar,violin,drum,cello

.cheerleading(it rox 4eva),my hp,happiness,shopping

.lotz n lotz of real nice clothes (top n bottom), shoes tat loks special to me bla bla bla

.chocolates , and aso not to forget my meiji coco milk which i cant start my dae well without tat ^-*

DREAMS

. wishlist .
.wish everyone happy,frenz happy,Him happy n accept christ,pass grade 8 wif at least merit,gd health

.wish to have lotz n lotz of clothes(well which ger will find her clothes too much???)

.wish buy lotz of happy hse n hello kitty tins

.wish everytin to go smoothly for everyone

.wish for a transparent grand piano (earn $ lor :p),guitar,transparent violin

.six_ties will always be the same like before

.be able to play a piece of music tat belongs to me

.for a real nice n wonderful bdae

GLAMOUR

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